Intelligence is not in relation to a computer for me. That information leaves my the head the instant it enters. For me, learning is told in a story.Where did money come from?Money was not always in the form of coin or gold or anything such as that. In the time when the idea of money was created was when shells were used for such things. The shells were shells that surfers now usually wear around...

Today, I woke up extra late, smiled because it was summer, and smiled even more because Bob posted a picture of us even thought we don't date anymore.We're still something. Just not labeled.And I hadn't texted him all day. I'm proud of myself. I'm trying to break away from being so attached and enjoy myself.So today, I hung out with Mikaela and Matt and had an awesome time. Huge sale at h&M if...

Do you know how much I love you?I watch you leave every night. I sit at my window and watch you enter your car and slowly make the U-turn to go back home. I try to breathe just right when you lay on my chest to listen to my heart beat. I grin every time I hold you close, or see you. And still, after this long, I get nervous to see you in the morning. I go insane over your scent - like catnip to...

I'm throwing a party at my house. Not a lot of people, maybe 10-11. Andrea and Rachel are bringing about 5 bottles of liquor. Alex and Declan are bringing their own, because of what they prefer. I'm supplying the pot.And I'm going to get caught. I know it.My parents will be home. I told them about the party, but not ALL about the party. I said 10 people will be coming over at around 8, and my...

I didn't bother capitalizing the title appropriately. I know I probably should, but... not feeling it.Bob, the ginger guy I'm dating, told me something special yesterday when we finally exchanged gifts. I just got out of the shower, legitimately as he got there. So my hair was still wet, the clothes I put on were leggings and a Radiohead shirt - which I freaking love.The front says: "Most people...

So, I made a journal, but I got carried away with my language... so I made it private.Allow me to explain myself.I had a little crush on this boy, Bob, since last year. My friend Jenn started liking him after me, and they progressed. I was dating someone at the time, so I was fine with it.Bob texted me once in a while, but I usually was the one to stop the conversation. But he kept texting me,...

This is the second week in a row I've managed to do my blogs for Chemistry a minute before they were due directly after a night of partying.So, today was very nice. I haven't seen my love for the whole week and I've been dying to see him. He picked me up, bought me hot chocolate, and we had a picnic on top a hill in the park and watched the ducks and birds in the huge pond below.Sounds like a...

What was that? Kristen finally got what she wanted? No strings attached, no problems. Just pure success?AHAHAH. No.This isn't a dreamland. This is real life. Every positive had a negative effect. Further explanation ensues...I watched Requiem for a Dream and it related to me entirely. These people let their addictions consume them. It drove them crazy and they had absolutely no control. Although,...

Not as good as the first, but the first also had the police and all that stuff...We went ice skating, and of course, I can't do that shit. So I fall many, many of times, and sometimes taking him down with me on purpose. I wore gloves for the sole reason of falling,a nd told him to expect it!Yeah, he pulled that "Oooh! I'll catch you!" nonsense flirting talk, but I don't need no man to hold me...

Now that I've calmed down, I can tell the story from the beginning.It started off with us deciding to go ice skating, but ice skating for the public was only open on the weekends, so we couldn't. That was supposed to be our "date." I didn't know at this point whether or not it was officially a date.And so, we decided to go to Silver Lake and take a nice walk and go to a mysterious part of the...

It was one of the few nights I actually enjoyed the fuck out of. It was amazing. I was in the mood to drink, and so, we hit up Em's sister and got some Pinnacle Whip. Best shit ever,But before that, we made cake, Em was talking to JD and making plans. We haven't hung out with them before, but our friend Jenny was there, which made it all the more better. We stole some red cups from my house,...

Now, I just can't tell the difference between me actually liking someone and me wanting them to like me. Yeah, tongue twister.Well, I like this ginger kid. I continued to call him (let's assume his first name is Danny) Danny Ginger because there were too many kids with the same name as him. But, I liked him the first time I laid eyes on him. The instant I saw him, I thought, damn, he's really...

In 15 minutes, the guy I have liked for five years is coming to my house and we're going to watch a movie together. AloneI don't know what movie, but hopefully it's scary. And hopefully I get balls to cuddle with him. And hopefully he accepts it and does it back.I know he likes me. He told Emma AND Julena. He knows I like him.I'm pumped and nervous and scared and happy.He'll be in my bed, with me,...

:D oh lawdsNot the guy from the Halloween store. I asked him to hang out and he never responded, so I decided to say "fuck him" and go man shopping elsewhere.By man shopping, my friends consider this driving around and throwing our numbers out the window to guys we think are attractive and/or park and have someone go up to them. So we did this, nd ended up getting some guys numbers.Sadly, we don't...

I recommend watching SLC Punk. It's honestly incredible. That movie completely warped my mind in to making myself how I am now.When I see kids walking in punk clothes, emo clothes, this rebellion scheme, it bothers me. Not because they're dressed like that though. Nothing like that. Like shit, I realize I'm dressed like a hipster over half the time. I dig vintage shit, and if you call me a...

Or honestly, any one who I think is attractive, but specifically this guy. I got his number at the halloween store where he works, and soon he'll be switching to scaring people at Sleepy Hallow.His eyes are magnificent, seriously. They're a super light shade of blue and he has dirty blonde hair. He's at least 6 feet tall.*bites lip* MMMM, sugar.....I want a piece of that!Anyways, my friend finally...

Dillon wanted to hook up with me. He kept his eyes on me the entire night.This is how I know him:Way back a long time ago, when I was 13, him and I used to flirt. He was 17. He was my first kiss - it was fucking awesome! But then he dated someone else. To be honest, I didn't expect anything. I wasn't even mad. We moved on.Three years later, we start talking on and off. He lost his girlfriend. He...

I want him to have me, or want me, or like me. I don't know why. I want him to need me, talk to me, think I'm interesting. He doesn't care for me. I'm not here in this world for him and it hurts me.I'll see him for a little bit and every time I do, he doesn't care. Every time I've seen him it was weird. Like I shouldn't have been there. We didn't say much. So we smoked and I got tender. I cuddle...

Last friday, my friend threw a delayed birthday party for me. It was so last notice that most of my friends that drink and are cool with peole drinking couldn't come. No problem, Jul brought her friends and friends brought friends and led me to be friends with some new people and to hate some people.It started off with Jul and I. We made a trip to walgreens (no car avilable) and bought some sodas...

So my band sold all of our tickets, earned $100, and passed level one in Battle of the Bands...Very long title, but I made so hopefully people would look. My band consists of intellectuals who care about music. We're very.... different, but old sounding. Maybe like us on facebook and hear how we sound another time when we actually have stuff up?Cloud Nine anyone?Thank you. :)I was so nervous...