The title says it all, I feel like I can never breathe anymore.My life has always been a series of events and once I get through those events, there’s a ton more to take their places.Rinse and repeat.What do I have going on currently?I’ll start with the old:*Mom still on drugs*Sister still a total b*tch.*I always wish I was dead but don't want to die and have extreme, extreme anxiety over...

Hi, Mibba. It’s me. Quite a bit has changed since I mentioned my new phone in my last blog post a year and a half ago...I’m not getting into that a ton though but I made a Reddit post about how I think I might need counseling or meds. I’m making a similar post here because I like validation that yes, there’s something is wrong with me and/or my brain.I’ll break it up into...

I'm mostly writing the blog to test out1. My phone2. An app on said phoneMy birthday was two weeks ago on the 11th. I'm now somehow 26 which reminded me of the song by Paramore. I was totally going to link that to my Twitter too and forgot. Sigh.The phone I'm on was one of my gifts. The other was some makeup, makeup brushes and dry shampoo from my sister. The phone, phone case and prepaid card for...

Okay, so I am making a somewhat comeback with writing, at least, I'm painstakingly attempting to. It's really hard because I'm in like a never ending period of mourning over lost notebooks. Let's discuss those.1 Notebook #1 - I lost this back in 2014 after filling it up and then leaving it in my room somewhere after buying a new one. Such a stupid mistake. Always carry ALL writing with you, Amber....

Okay.So for the past two weeks, my 2010 Macbook Pro 13.3" (that's a mouthful) has been stuck on the prohibitory symbol. AKA, the circle with a dash from it. Also known as the No-Entry symbol?I have been trying to get it off there and nothing's worked. I've tried the whole PRAM thing, tried to put it in safe made, er, basically anything I could do on the keyboard I have done. I think I tried them...

This is a crash course on sensitivity readers. Sensitivity readers is a term I've learned on Twitter after being involved in the book community on there for years. However, while the term is somewhat new, the process itself is NOT new. At all. I'm looking for a thread I read about this just a few weeks ago. If I find it, I'll link it here. I found the lovely twitter thread that someone wrote! This...

Hi everyone! I'm not going to go in order because where's the fun in that? At least, I don't think I will. So let's see, time for an update on my 'life'. Why is 'life' like 'life'? Because I have no life... :( SighBesides that though, I've been applying places. I had an interview a last week at Goodwill, so I called them today to follow up and...they decided to go in another direction, so that's...

While on Twitter today I noticed a horrible article that called Teen Wolf fans gross and shamed those who wrote "dirty" m/m fanfiction. You can find said article here. http://www.donotlink.com/framed?798734I am just still so amazed. Not only did the writer of this post talk about the fans crossing boundaries, she also linked stories from A03 to support her view. It's beyond disturbing and I am...

YES YOU READ THAT CORRECTLY.PANIC! AT THE DISCO IS IN FACT RELEASING A NEW ALBUM.YOU WANT PROOF? IT'S ON TWITTER, HERE YOU GO, HERE IS A here. I KNOW, I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT EITHER. But given the three songs they'd been sharing (Hallelujah, Death of A Bachelor, and Victorious).I'm okay, I'm okay, I swear I'm okay. I think I'm okay? I may be dazed and super excited and not breathing, but I will...

Hi! I haven't been on here in forever. Not since last month and that was even when I wanted to do that blogging challenge, but I never ended up doing it really. :( Except for two days. Sigh. I haven't done too much other blogging though besides that. I went on hiatus with my book blog, then just finally started posting again regularly this month.The hiatus ended September.Hahaha...Anyway, it's my...

Oh no! I just discovered I missed doing yesterday's post. :( I'll do it tomorrow or something… Now for today's:5. Shameless Self-Promotion: What are some projects you’re working on right now?What am I working on, what am I working on…That would be nothing. :( I can't remember the last time I was working on anything. Oh, I BLAME IT ON THE FACT THAT I LOST MY NOTEBOOK. I LOST it. I just LOST...

Ooh, I just found this challenge I can't resist.1. First off, why are you doing this challenge and what do you hope to gain from it?I am doing this challenge because I have not been on Mibba in forever. Seriously, it's been over a year since I visited the site regularly. I want that to change, at least a little. I blame my book blogging, generally I would have been on here but since I started my...

I'm back, not that I've really gone anywhere... Anyway, let me update you, whoever "you" is.Let's see, I started my book blog almost two weeks ago. I've made a total of ten posts in thirteen days. I have up an introduction (exciting stuff there, ha), reviews for "Eleanor and Park" by Rainbow Rowell and "Love Letters To The Dead" by Ava Dellaira, some memes, a feature, a book haul, and...*We break...

I made my blog and Facebook page! Oh yeah, and it only took...three hours to get it almost right.While trying to create my menus and stuff, I kind of added something/named something I didn't want to name...But first I have to tell you that The Power of Love from Sailor Moon came on. I used to love this song, though it's super cheesy.Anyway, here's the link:http://yaindulgences.wordpress.com/My...

Hi guys, guess what! I got new books! I know, you're all so surprised. So am I. Just kidding, obvs.I told myself on the bus ride to the library (of course) that if I found a book on my mental (physical as well) list of books to read, in the book store, I would buy it.Guess what I found as soon as I walked in and went to the children's section (literally only five feet from the door...) just...

What do you think? Did it make you click on it? Totally on the wrong site for clickersI'm going to create a book blog. Like, like this week. I was supposed to do it last week. Oh my gosh, it's Thursday and I still haven't emailed someone about something.Ugh. Anyway, back on topic now.I am going to start a book blog, because yeah, that sounds awesome and I want to do it.I have two almost reviews...

Disclaimer: I really shouldn't be taking this because I rarely wear makeup. ::XD: I found this on BlogLovin.com on "ramblingsofajaffacat" blog. I won't be tagging anyone either. :) Feel free to steal thoughWould you rather lose all of your mascaras, eyeliners, lipsticks, and lip-glosses or lose all of your palettes and eye shadows?Let me think...I'd rather lose my palettes, although I love my one...

Yes, the exclamation point(mark?) was necessary. You know why? Because it's "The Book Thief" by Markus Zusak, paperback, a little used and only cost me $4. Yep. Technically it only cost me a dollar and my parents $3 but...whatever, that's just minor details. ::file: I'm so excited! Granted, I have one book I'm already currently reading (If I Stay by Gayle Forman) and nine other books I just bought...

Oh my gosh, my city's in a tornado watch until 1am. It's only 9:33pm. Omg, I don't do well with tornadoes. I'm like phobic. And I'm freaking out, like really freaking out, like I'm not sleeping tonight, I'm that freaked out. I'm scared. I don't want to die from a tornado or get crushed to death by my house if I'm in the basement. :( Omg...omg...Why??I hate Kansas. I really hate Kansas. Why...

~Eleanor & Park~It's by Rainbow Rowell.If you haven't read this book, do so. It takes place in the 80s, there's a lot of talk about music and comics, it's teen romance, but well done.I just...I just don't even know what to say about it...If you've read it, message me. Just message me and we can talk about it and whatever.I'm just so..."oeirhgeidfh", you know? That's how I am. I'm thinking of...