So despite all the bad I see in him, I'm back with Chris. There is just something about us being perfectly imperfect that gets to me and never leaves my thoughts. I feel like this is where I belong.I recently got a job. I answer phone all day. Being a customer service representative isn't as good as you think it is. But...A job is a job.Other than that I'm boring aside from wanting to get my nerdy...

So............I broke up with Eric.He was starting to be controlling and he wasn't there.If that makes any sense.I'm much better for doing that.I know now that I was just trying to find something that compared to my ex,Chris.Hell,I even said his name during sex and Eric didn't notice. lol! Which I am horrible for.I admit that.I'm back with Chris.I missed him so much.I was too busy trying to cover...

I cried last night because I was happy about all the cartoons of my past.I sat and watched intros to all of my childhood friends and cried.My dad and uncle thought it was funny.Others would find it pathetic.I noticed that telivision has always been a friend,babysitter and comfort.Then I look at how I was raised and what I've been through.Why am I so nice?I should be cuddled up in a corner with a...

As I age, I realize that I begin to care less about social endevors and gain an liking for the more anti social habits.I love video games.I love them so much.I have a list of games to play this summer already layed out for the time I have free from planning my future.Not only that,I play Dungeons and Dragons.For all you non-nerds/geeks,Dungeons and Dragons is a turn based game created during play...

I've changed since I've moved in with my dad.I'm more down to earth since I've been here.I care more.I respect more.I appeciate more.I have a new boyfriend.It was rocky till I found him. :3 He is the one who saved me from my self!I can never love him enough for that.I can never thank my family enough for everything.I couldn't bear to think a life with out them or my new compaions.My new friends I...

So today I turn 17.I thought at 17 I was going to be the prettiest girl and most popular.Lol!What a laugh!I guess I've had a good run so far.I'm still alive.I can still sing,draw,write,and act better then ever.I have a boyfriend who is a arse.I was never fully abused.I was never raped.I pretty much lived my childhood with my innocence in tact.Aside from constant moving,it was ok.I had mostly...

As this being my first ever blog,I feel it nessisary to discribe my self ,but then again, people have different opinions about others.Oh well, here is mine of my self.I'll do a list:1. I have brown curly hair.2.My eyes change colors but, they are normally hazel with blue around the edges.3.I'm chubby.I love food but,I'm picky.4.My favorite colors are as follows:Pink,Black,White,Red5.I'm obsessed...