Dear ex:You're really the only guy I can say that I loved. That I really loved. I don't know why I added the D at the end. I still love you. I'm a firm believer in not really getting over your first love until you meet your second love. I hope it's true. I don't want to love you forever. I'm pretty good at hiding it, aren't I? I can see you every day without breaking down. Some say I must not have...