Well hello Mibba it's been a while since I've been on here posting that much. I just had to put something up here to let some steam go on something I saw on our beloved Youtube. It was a video called 7 Lessons Guys Can Learn From Edward Cullen.This particular video was made by a counselor named Aileen Santos. The video begins with her saying that 98% of women who read Twilight totally love it and...

You ever had those moments where everything just kind of fell into place? I did today. Everything just fell into its place, all nice and neat.I broke up with a guy recently after two years and that was pretty messy. It's explained in previous journal entries of mine, and trust me, it was ugly. But me and him resolved to be friends today and leave each other alone about the relationship...

Whenever this book first came out, I read a bit of it. I borrowed my friend's book, well ex-friend I suppose. I gave it back without finishing it (something I NEVER do mind you) and she asked me how it was and I told her that I thought it was bad. Breaking Dawn is perhaps 500 something pages and she took it to my head. Freaking crazy blondie.But that's not the point here. Her exploding isn't what...

Borders. My favorite place in the world. A literary haven where I can curl up in a chair by the window, open a good novel and ignore the world. Although, I get annoyed by young adult literature. It just irks me, and I have no interest in that entire section. But that's my only issue, and that I can stay away from and ignore. This, I can't ignore. This just makes me violent.I spent most of a summer...

Searching for a job. It's complete and utter hell. Every place I apply to either isn't hiring, hires somebody more qualified, or just ignores my application and my calls. Each time I call I am told that I've been put on file. No. Just no. NO! What the crap man! Stop putting me on file and hire me already!This whole job hunt has put a horrible damper on my mood. I have been unable to write, hardly...

I heard the most hilarious thing ever the other day! And just when I thought obsessive fans could not get any more idiotic. This is funny, and I am still laughing.I go to the bookstore with my stepdad once every month or so. I hang around the same area; the back corner where the horror and science fiction is. There was a girl next to me as I skimmed through a zombie novel, pretty much a 28 days...

I am losing my ever loving mind!!! There's a lot of stress in my household right now and a ton more angst in myself. My break up went horribly awry, I made a lot of mistakes in it that didn't have to happen and I guess it's a grave I dug myself, and now I'm faced with the task of digging myself right back out. But to top it all off, the one thing that would get my mind off of it, I can't even do!...

Okay Mibba I have a situation. I was hanging out with my best friend last night, and the guy I have just broken it off with was calling me every minute, demanding in texts to talk to this friend of mine while we were out. He called a total of 34 times the entire 4 hours he and I were together. And I thought that was crazy enough! I thought that his incessant behavior could progress no further....

Yes, this is my third journal today, but this is annoying the crap out of me! Apparently there is a little girl named Gloria Tesch who wrote three books with 800 pages (font a whole inch tall) and has been proclaimed the youngest author in the world. I think that title may belong to Amelia Atwater-Rhodes to begin with. She was what, 13 when In The Forests of the Night was published? And I enjoyed...

I heard the most ridiculous thing just now on YouTube, and I really wanted to rant about it before I screamed.I like the Beatles. Not necessarily a fan, but I do like the music a lot. They're a definite favorite of mine.I was listening to Imagine by John Lennon on YouTube, which is not the Beatles, but it's still one of the members and I refer to him as a Beatle.But anyway, I was listening to this...

I really don't understand the significance of this new little novella. I mean really, what's the point of having it? I read Eclipse about 2 or 3 years back, and I remember Bree Tanner being there for maybe a couple pages and then getting brutally murdered. She isn't even a major character, and I for one paid no mind to the tiny role she played. So what is it? A little thing Meyer did out of...

I got the grade for my final in my Culinary shop back. And here I thought I was any good at what I did. I couldn't remember sanitation abbreviations for my life, and the danger zone? Oh, forget it. I did pretty bad for myself, so bad that my friend even got a laugh out of it. At least my crappy work has done something positive for someone.I actually passed English by some sort of miracle. My...

I started writing this story called Long Lost Words. It's a ghost story, and three chapters are already up here on Mibba. I intended wholly to get this story published as a YA novel one day and now those hopes are a bit dampened.Stephenie Meyer, the author of the Twilight series, is writing her own ghost story now called Summer House or something. I read about it in a message from my friend who is...

Is tomorrow! My last day of junior year is tomorrow! The year just seemed to fly by, yet crawl past super slow. A lot of my seniors are leaving, like David, and Sabrina. *sigh* Plus I won't get to see my best friend every day anymore. He's awesome to talk to and I'm used to doing so every day at school, but now all we'll have is a few days of hanging out if we can swing it. I love that kid to...

Well? What happened to them? The classics in music, movies, and literature. I happen to love them myself but nobody else agrees with me about it. Everyone I talk to enjoys Lady Gaga or Chiodos or some other pop or emo band. They read Twilight and Night World and watch the Saw series. So these things have taken over the classics.I read constantly. I have to have something to read. I started reading...

I got asked the famous question. What is the matter with you? My stepdad asked me that for the millionth time just now.Well first off, you don't wanna know! There's a lot of shit wrong with me, so much that I couldn't count it. So much you'd hate to know, things that would make you kick me out of your house.Second, I would really like you to explain to me what normal is first. Give me a set...

I just watched a movie called Aurore. It was made in the memory of a girl who was abused until she died. Her mother died of TB and her stepmum abused her horribly. This movie gave me chills. I don't think a movie has ever made me so scared upset and angry all at the same time. I think the most horrifying part was definitely the "hot poker scene" when the stepmum burned her.When will crazy people...

Cancer. I bet a bunch of people can relate to this journal because of how very many people this illness kills each year. In 2003, when I was only 10, my grandmother became one of those statistics, another number added to how many people cancer killed that year.It has been almost 7 years. 7 years since I have seen her face, heard or voice or spoke to her. 7 long years that could have been...

Anyone else just love them? I have always been a horror movie fanatic. Everyone has their favorite movie killer, or their favorite hero or heroine.My favorite heroine: Jamie Lee Curtis in the original HalloweenMy favorite hero:Ash from Evil DeadMy favorite killer: Freddy Krueger.I love Freddy. He's the best ever! But nobody seems to agree with me. Everyone likes Michael or Jason. I think Freddy is...

Now the bassist for Slipknot has passed away. The metal community is taking a royal hit to the face. I was not a huge Slipknot fan by any means, but jeez, how long will this keep going on? Too many of our own are dropping like flies. It's only been a week since Dio left us and now this? Dear God, I'm gonna flip if someone else dies. Watch now, it'll be Lemmy Von Motorhead and I'll cry for...