Have you ever been in love, internet, world? I'm not sure if I am but, I don't want to say I am. You see, everything that I say I love you to or, everything that is good is always taken away from me.This one Boy, I don't know. He is older than me. Five years. yes I know that is bad but if you look at me friends, they have dated even older guys! 29 year olds when there 13. He is only 18 and I am...