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Yeah, I did a couple of years ago at my school's prize giving when I knew I'd won an award to piss my dean off. It worked. And I totally get what you mean about hair making you look bad. I have the same problem it's just now I've got a really good hair straightener so as long as I use it I have some control over my appearance for the day :) Control is nice. I hate the feeling when things are out of my influence. It bothers me sooo much. Like I have enough anxiety disorder and shit as it is. Life shouldn't make itself so goddamn difficult. But I got my results back from my surgery from last week and they've found out I've got a non-threatening although seriously uncomfortable disease and, get this, don't have to get my intestines removed. So I'm happy that they're giving me pills now.

God that's awful :/ It was, what three weeks ago when things seemed to be going perfectly smoothly for me and now I'm on the verge of total psychotic breakdown/depression again. I understand exactly what you're going through. Failing's very rough. Have you talked to your teacher properly about it?

But congratulations on the job!!! Seriously, that's awesome! How did your orientation go?

Aw really? Na, I love new mibba. The new features are wicked cool and so much easier. I hated the whole profile thing too but now I actually just don't care. If I'm really that interested in someone, like further intrigued by their mini profile/writing/whatever, I'll click the button. It's not that big of a deal although it would be nice to have them again. The only thing that bothers me now is when you read a story you have to go through the homepage to get to your feed/any other section of the site. I feel like a kid with a shiny new toy :)

No problem. I love your story so much. AND THANK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH for your comment, it literally made my day it was so great and I died from all the feels <3

Aw, no problem. I've been talking to you for a while now so I figure it's okay to let my inner Yoda get acquainted with you One of my good friends is going through some really heavy shit at the moment too so I'm full of fortune cookie advice if you need it! Haha. I do hope you've had a much better week and such though. I'm really glad you spent time with some positive people too. And watched Skins! I've been watching that show for years. It has such a special place in my heart. Haha.

Don't feel too bad about the jobs. It's a difficult economic climate and it's never really anything personal with those things. I hope you get a job soon though :) Did you have those new interviews?

That's a really good frame of mind to have! Look forward to something. Have a goal and such. If it's anything like my summer holidays are, they certainly won't be as stressful. And on the hair, seriously, that sounds awesome! Do it. It'll give you endorphins for the next two weeks minimum XD It was like that for me when I went Hayley Williams red.
Anyway, I hope the inspiration keeps coming! I adore your story <3

Thanks a bunch for commenting on my story.
Ha, first time i've ever had someone say that about one of my stories but hey, it's good if you liked it. Yes, it is a one-shot. That's just the way I write on most occasions. Leave them wanting more >:D mwahahaha. >.< so, again, thanks for commenting!! :)

It's good that you're better. And yeah, it does suck that I'm sick most of the time but I'm going to the doctor this week (for the bajillionth time) for the first time since my surgery so maybe she can find something. That sounds awful for your friend! To be honest though, I don't think I'd mind if they could actually do something to fix me though :/ The lengths I'd go to to be able to function properly...haha...
Shit son. That does not sound good at all! Though I must say that all sounds oddly familiar and very much like how I was last year. Try not to get too stressed out though, if you're not careful you'll fall into a depression and it's so hard to get out of that. Focus on just doing the best you can for yourself. Always look out for numero uno. Focus on school, make one aspect of your life good and just work from there. As for your social problems...do not ever blame yourself or think you're the problem. People are stupid. Fuck 'em all. I mean I'm an antisocial dickhead but I've found that if you just don't care and don't go looking for acceptance as such, your true friends will find you. Sometimes you have to go through the rough patches alone, but you'll come out stronger and wiser for it at the end of it :) If you wanna rant, you go on and rant! I'm not sure if you like Nicki Minaj but I love this song by her, I'm the Best and I think it'd be good for you if you're having some issues. Feminists <3
Did you get the job by the way?
Aw, thanks. I love Eyes Set to Kill. Alexia Rodriguez is just fantastic. Not sure if you liked the song? There is singing amongst the screaming but yeah. I really like them.

No problem :) And yeah, I TOTALLY understand laziness. You are talking to the queen of laziness/procrastination after all.
Haha, yeah don't worry, I get it. I say things taste like shit all the time but I don't believe I've ever eaten it before...
You poor thing! That sucks. I hate it when you don't even get to school and you're sick. Happens most mornings for me, though minus the throwing up most of the time...but yeah, I hope you're all rested up now and feeling better.

OH! That's right! I knew that.
Ugh, that would suck though. But...how do you know what ass tastes like? O.o
Ah, okay. I'll go check your chapter out now then :)

Haha, do whatever you want, I totally understand. Just do what's easiest for you :)
Wow, what did you have surgery for? *never mind stalker questions and all*
And your comment has reappeared! But I only put up a new chapter a couple of days ago ;)
Yeah, I totally know what you mean. Like I'm disappointed if I lose subbers (and I did after the crash >:l ) but it sucks when you get only one or two comments, and then to have those few deleted? Ugh.

Oh and I just lost your last comment on my story :/ which is weird because it was there this morning AFTER the crash and all...I'm so annoyed about losing comments...

I bet you were! They take me ages to write those comments so I can only imagine how annoying that is XD
Ouch, did you not have it saved on your computer?

Hey, um, due to the server crash, I sort of, um lost your mammoth comment on my page :/ Don't rush to re-send but yeah, just letting you know.

DUDE! It's been ages! (Sorry about that)

I haven't started hair modelling yet but I hope to soon. We have to get permission from the school…
Got my surgery done by the way! And I understand why most people opt for the general anaesthetic rather than just the local :/ I'm glad I was awake for it though. I'm so fucking zen XD

Sleep apnoea? Isn't that something people normally get when they're badly obese/old?

Wow and I totally realised I didn't ask you any questions at the end of my last comment! :O Gasp. I'm wearing my contacts at the moment too. Got them a week ago but I haven't seen anyone during that time because of my surgery/weekend/teacher's union day, so I had to tell you XD My exchange partner's here as well, which is...interesting.

Haha! Yeah, the thermos bomb! Oh my god, it's so funny, because I'm home now, and walking around and just randomly remembering all the crazy shit that went on over there and giggling. So great. Lots of movie stuff I suppose. But a lot of stuff that makes either architecture documentaries or really depressing books where nothing really happens.
Don't worry, the mall we have is well isn't, well, the pinnacle of class.

You make me sound like a nerd XD I'm a hermit, intelligence comes with the territory ;) Hahaha XD But maybe the snogging a Brit isn't on my bucket list because I don't find the majority of British guys attractive. But seriously, working at Pixar is a pretty great aspiration for someone who's a "lazy fuck".

How have you been lately anyway? Writing anything or is a bit of a drought at the moment?

Did you go to the winter formal? Bright pink shoes are cool :)
And cool! I got my learner's licence a few weeks ago, which isn't bad. I feel slightly more confident about my survival chances if there's a zombie apocalypse.

The most interesting thing Americans do or say? Um, use mayo like we do margarine.
Best thing about the US? Hmm...hard to say considering I've never been there...but I quite like how diverse it is and I'm talking climate-wise. Coming from a small island country, it's really fascinating. I love the alternative music scene there and all the festivals! And I really want to visit Las Vegas one day. It looks so amazing…
My favourite slang word? At this exact moment, it goes to Australians and the way they say "mate". It sounds better with their accent than ours.
In America, it's probably...like. Weird huh?
Canada, eh. Fo sho. It's because we actually use eh the same way Canadians do and as often, which many people don't know.
Favourite colour is black (like my soul, lol)
Favourite names? You mean aside from Fabio? XD Um...for boys, Jace, Tyler and Andreas. For girls, Freya, Jane, Elizabeth, and Ellie (from Eliana).

Now, same questions as well as what's your favourite genre of novel and combo of genres? Are you religious? And if you were to write a story with an addicted character, what would they be addicted to?

Those are blurbs from my stories :) through torrid days has a special place in my heart because it happened to me. Well, some things of it happened to me :) I hope you like it!

Thank you so much for the comment! I am building up to something g horrendous and awful :) thanks for commenting again :) you're so rad!

Haha yeah, it's a new profile. Something in the other one just wasn't working. The background was all wonky, but I like the new one too :) the part about the rain is exactly how I feel too :) I thought I'd put blurbs from my stories up there so people could see my writing, ya know? And you're welcome :) I know comments mean a lot to writers so that's why I comment. :) and it's a great story too!

You're welcome (sorry for the long time taken to reply btw) <33 and thank you for being a sweet person. It means a lot, honestly <3 And, oh, I loved the new chapters ^^

You have, but either way, you're welcome :)

its kinda an odd disorder. it affects almost 2% of americans though. mostly female. im glad you liked it. I wrote it so long ago. i still have the disorder but i dont mind it anymore. its part of me and i like me :)

Probably not. haha

Thank you so much for the poem comment! :)

Thsnks for the comment. American Government is pretty easy so I can write poetry AND take notes