So, I was just about to get onto my laptop when I noticed this tiny mole on my right breast. D:Now, I actually have no idea if it has been there before, since I usually don't look down there... but I just so happened to notice it now... but it's like super tiny. And barely noticeable unless you look for it... D:I definitely don't want to turn it into a big deal, so I keep telling myself that it's...

Since I've last been on mibba. Don't worry, I didn't have too much of a life... sort of... But I did fall in love with Johnny from Cathrine... and Cha Dong Joo from Can you hear my heart, and it's only because he has a nice personality.But, what I'm mainly here for is to just get some stuff off of my chest.1. Me and a friend might not be friends. Been fretting over that for some time.2. life...

ok, so I can't get as descriptive as I'd like to since well... yeah, but anyway, here's a recap of what happened on thursday and yesterday. D;ThursdayI was over at my ex boyfriends/friends house doing some last minute studying for our World History SOLs... Which, I know what you're thinking "Studying for an SOL? Ha!" But I swear, I heard rumors that it was going to be a hard SOL. So we were...

So, I was on facebook, and I was looking at my news feed, and I saw something I wish I didn't see...-instert name of hot guy here- is now in a relationship with -random girl here-And I tried hard not to cry... and I tired calling my BFFs, they didn't answer, then I called my guy friend with the girliest handwriting, and he said that the best thing for me to do was to forget about him... and that...

Okk, so I've had this dream twice, and I just had it again, and because of it, I can't get back to sleep and I've developed an irrational fear of my mom.So. What happens in the dream is that I pretty much witness my mom absuing my brother. She's like kicking him, punching him and like yelling at him and he's sitting there doing nothing. And then she has a butchers knife (idk why) and she's like...

My weekend went from good to bad.First thing in the morning yesterday, I went to the folies francais, and it was pretty fun. Then afterward, I went to my ex boyfriends birthday party... Which was fun. And then I had to go bury my chinchilla, and I stayed at my dads for a bit to calm down. Then I went to my other friends birthday party/sleep over. So I guess things were nice, I was still off about...

So, pretty much, if you liked this one guy, who was a complete douche bag, and he did like the sweetest thing ever the other day when you were like really sad, you'd like him more, right?Well, at least I did.After what he did, he wasn't as much of a douche bag as I thought he was. And how he actually worried about me was nice...But, I haven't seen him since then...I know I, myself, have been...

So, ever since tuesday, I've been like sick, like the kind of sick where you want to vomit all over the place sick... and I felt so bad today and I just got so much sicker throughout the day, and it was worse, especially as the time went by during second... since the next period was 4th...And I have 4th period with him.When I got to the class, I felt soo sick it wasn't even funny. And thankfully,...

As you can tell from the title, my chinchilla died yesterday. I've had him for 7 years, and even though we had our ups and downs, and even if he hated me, I still loved him with all my heart. And really, all I want right now is for him to come back. ): It's not fair he left so soon, but my friends keep telling me he's in Koala bear/chinchilla heaven, ripping up newspaper and doing chinchilla like...

There is just too much stuff stressing me out and getting me down right now and a long break would be just the thing to make it better.But that's not going to happen anytime soon.Anyway, for the past 2 weeks, we had some french exchange students, and my friend had one. So the french student and I quickly became friends, so on Friday, her last day in the US, I cried when I saw her, and cried after...

No, not really... I just have a bruise on my hand because my best friend "accidentally" hit me with her tennis racket during tryouts.Of course, I had to make sure that she felt super horrible about it. xDBut yes, I'm trying out for tennis again. :) And I'm doing a whole lot better than last year... (except for the serving since the first two were great, but then like the others except for a couple...

Such as taking care of my mom after she has her hysterectomy. It's not like she needs it or anything.Besides, it's not my job to take care of her. It's my brothers. I've never taken care of her, and nor will I ever. And if I have to drive up to my brothers college to go get him, then be it.Plus, my friend offered to make us dinner every Monday until she got better. Just as long as we payed her....

between the short amount of time since my last journal entry to this one...But maybe, I think I want to release another story... somewhat.They'd be shorts you know. And I mean like they'd be super short, yet cute if not awkward at the same time...And it'd be original fiction, since I guess I'm just done with fanfiction now (which means, even though I'd love to, I'm not going to finish Moonlight....

Since she died...Its really sad to just look back on it all ad regret how much time i wish i could've spent with her before she did die...But really what has been bothering me... more than that is just something that I need to say, and I don't want to sound like a horrible person by saying this either... but I do need to say it so that I can just forget about the past and not have it bother...

Or not.But yes, tis my second entry since I totally forgot a couple of things in the last one but oh well! :DAnyway.... Why the hell am I watching full metal panic!? D: CHEESY ENGLISH DUBBS!!! D: AHHHHH!!!Any... MY GOD! KURTZ or what ever the hell his name is... SOUNDS JUST LIKE EDWARD ELRIC!!! :DDDEw. I thought I ditched anime for dramas.No more getting off topic.So, I was in class, and it was...

Well, yes, the title pretty much explains itself...Anyway, to where it all began...In APUSH, my teacher deicided to give away some text books he didn't want, so I took one and stuff... yada yada yada.ENGLISH comes around... and first, I didn't even notice my best friend walk in, and then second, when the hot guy came in, he like started attacking the guy who blocked his path, and of course, I...

Seriously... did I just put that as my title? D:Anyway, I GOT MY EFFIN CAMERA! :D AND I'M LIKE SOO HAPPY!!!And the thing is, I haven't even had it for like a week and I've already taken over 600 photos. :] Not only that, but I had my first photo shoot Saturday... Or more like Sunday morning... xDBut man, I swear, now that I look back on some of those pictures from in the basement, it sort of looks...

Sooooo... yesterday... I was talking to my mom about the camera I wanted... and how I found some sites where the camera was only like $448 and she'd only have to pay like $124.... so, she looks on Dell, which has the Canon EOS Rebel XS for $499... and she said that she was just going to check it out... so she does all this stuff.... and it comes to about $600+....And she buys it.And I only had...

All thanks to this stupid Water Art Invitational.I never was able to do anything for my IT class before class ended on Tuesday. Surely I thought I would've had time to do it after my exam, apparently not since we had all these fricken snow days.And just now did I learn that you can only have one entry per catagory. And I have to do two. So, i already did one for graphics, and I sure as hell don't...

Like, seriously, I went through like 5 today. I need to stop. ):And I'm only supposed to have one a day... during the weekdays... so that it the whole pack could last me a whole 2 weeks....That failed of course.Anyway, yesterday was the day of my 17th birthday. I invited like 15+ people, only 11 came. But it was still epic.the best night of my life I must say.So, it started off with picking up my...