Alexa needs to vent out her emotions

Alright so I'm having a panic attack and my "therapist" (one of my really good friends Mike) told me to write out my feelings.So I was just laying in bed, thinking about random stuff:1) I was thinking about my ex and how much I fucking regret everything that happened between us. I regret giving him everything I had, and wasting that little amount of time, that felt like forever, on him. I regret...
March 5th, 2012 at 05:43am

Layouts needed (HELP PLEASE!) ?

HEY PEOPLE!I'm writing my love story :P I need a layout. Any volunteers?I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M DOING AND I'M CLUELESS ON THE WHOLE LAYOUT THING. I'm useless, I know. But yeah.The story is about me and my British boyfriend. Long Distance Love. Seriously.But yes I need a layout. I'm giving you total creative freedom. Anyone wanna help meee?PLEASE?I'll love you forever! ?HMMM I don't really know...
June 15th, 2011 at 06:46pm

Layouts needed (HELP PLEASE!) ?

I'm writing a new story about a couple who is madly in love, but the boyfriend goes to college five hours away from home. They fight all they can to keep their relationship together. The whole theme of the story is basically, "Is love enough to keep a long-distance relationship strong?" I need a layout. Does anyone think they could make it for me? :D f course I would have credits to you on it. I...
March 1st, 2011 at 03:23pm

What did I do to deserve this?

My friends don't call me when they all hang out. Tonight, they all went roller skating, and here I am, at home, laying in bed, because they don't call me, or message me on facebook. Nothing.The guy that I like, basically ignores the fact that I'm alive. The other one, well, I'm messing everything up with him.I don't have any fucking friends. I don't have family to go to. I have no one to talk to....
February 13th, 2011 at 04:45am

I am probably the worst girlfriend on the planet

I am so blind to everything that is happening in my boyfriends life, because I am so wrapped up in what is happening in mine.The poor kid is beyond sick, coughing, having trouble breathing, and I have been completely ignoring him because I have been having family problems. I can't believe I have been so blind to it all.I am definitely the worst girlfriend this guy could have. He is so sweet and...
October 26th, 2010 at 07:49pm

Guidance Counselors Suck

Why do people feel the need to pry into your life when you obviously don't want to open up to them?My guidance counselor is probably the worst G.C. in the world. She always thinks I am going to cry. She seems to think I hate my life and the people around me. She thinks that I am too dumb to realize what will be good for me next year at college. I am a grown girl. I know the difference between...
October 20th, 2010 at 05:52pm

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Priscilla,When I first saw you in physics, I thought you were going to be some tough girl who I would end up having problems with the whole year. I am so happy things were different. You are one of my best friends and I love you to death. You are like a sister to me. I don't know what I would do without you. Managing the hip hop crew has been so much fun. We have had so much fun all throughout...
August 25th, 2010 at 04:16pm

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Back to the same person as before.There is no need to tell the whole story again. You literally destroyed everything I was hoping for. I was wishing that you would be different. Someone told me that you weren’t but I just had this gut feeling that you would be so much better than the other guys. You turned out to be just like the rest. Selfish. Deceiving. Manipulative. You made an amazing day...
August 25th, 2010 at 04:09pm

(jealous of my little sister) Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Why are you so cute? Why are you better than me at everything I did first? Why do you have more friends than me? Why are you more popular than me? Why does everyone love you? Why am I jealous of my little sister?I seriously don't get it. I'm older than her, aren't I supposed to be better? Yeah I have better hair, and less dramatic friends but like wtf. I hate being jealous of my little sister....
August 21st, 2010 at 04:57pm

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Everyone wishes they could be someone else. The person I want to be is skinny, a little bit taller, with lighter brown hair, and just a better person. I want to be less insecure. I want to be someone that more people want to get to know. I want more people to want to get to know me. I want more people to not judge me. I really am a nice person, but people can’t seem to look past my appearance....
August 21st, 2010 at 04:35pm

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

She would know who she was if she read this.We used to be best friends. Inseparable. We met in preschool, we played soccer together, and cheered together for the longest time. We were constantly hanging out. Everyday was something new, but we always found ways to have fun. We were seriously the best of friends. I'm not sure what happened. We grew apart. You moved on to "better" friends, and now we...
August 21st, 2010 at 04:11pm

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Dear Anj,I hate this distance! 5 hours away is too much! You need to come and visit me soon! I miss you right now. You are away at that summer camp place, and it’s so weird not talking to you everyday. I miss it. You are like my sister. I tell you almost everything. You probably know way more about me than you should. I know we have had our ups and downs but I need you to know that I love you...
August 20th, 2010 at 01:56pm

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Dear Grandpa,I miss you so much. I hope you are enjoying yourself up there with all of your friends and family. Everyone down here still misses you. I think about you constantly. You suffered for so long, and now you are in peace. I never really told you how much I love you and care about you. You mean the world to me. Every time I hear someone speaking in Italian or someone saying your famous...
August 19th, 2010 at 01:46pm

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Dear Old Best friend,Jen Horlick.I'm not really sure what happened to us. We were like a roller coaster. Best friends. Hated each other. Best friends. Hated each other. Best friends. Barely see each other. I used to tell you everything. You knew my life story. You were the person I went to with my problems. I'm not sure what happened, but I need you to know a few things. I will always be here for...
August 14th, 2010 at 06:30am

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Once again, Dear Father,I honestly wish you would forgive me for not being the perfect daughter you want. Everything you say to me is rude, annoying, mean, and sometimes hurtful. You make me feel like you hate me. Every word that comes out of your mouth to me is usually a complaint about me, a form of insult, or just an asshole type remark. You make me feel like shit. Like I'm not wanted. You make...
August 12th, 2010 at 10:46pm

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Dear You WILL know who you are,You lead me on so bad. You told me how much you liked me and that if the distance wasn’t so much you would ask me out on the spot. You told me constantly how pretty I was and how bad you wanted to be with me. That day at Amanda’s when we hung out was amazing. You held my hand the whole time, hidden so that you wouldn’t get in trouble. You rubbed my leg under...
August 12th, 2010 at 03:20am

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Grandpa,I miss you so much. I have regretted the fact that I didn't show you how much I love you since the day you died. You were one of the greatest men in the world. You always looked on the brighter side of life. You always made me laugh, and when I was younger, you were more like my dad than my own father. You taught me right from wrong. Your impatience made me appreciate life more. You left...
August 10th, 2010 at 10:16pm

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

My ex, Cal.We were together from early January to late March I think, and then like a few other times sporadically. You meant a lot to me. You made me laugh and you constantly told me how much you cared about me. You were always sweet, and very funny. You always knew how to cheer me up when I was upset and you knew how to calm me down when I was mad. I can’t say you always knew the right thing...
August 9th, 2010 at 10:24pm

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

I know I will get made fun of for this, but I have wanted to meet the Jonas Brothers since eighth grade.Dear Jonas Brothers,You guys are truly inspirational. You sing about stuff that matters, not sex, drugs, and cars, and all that crap. You sing about love, and heartbreak, and appreciating life. Your music has helped make me the person I am today. Your music took a large part in my high school...
August 8th, 2010 at 06:01pm

I Hate My Father (Some cursing) ((Major rant)) ADVICE NEEDED PLEASE! (((Question)))

I don't understand why he has to be so rude? I told him I didn't want ice cream because every time I eat it my stomach hurts so I think I am lactose intolerant. He snaps on me and tells me to stop being such a pain in the ass. He told my mom to meet him in the spot where we got the ice cream because thats where he was with the car then he told her to turn and walk a little bit and then he snapped...
August 8th, 2010 at 05:37am