Okie dokie. Where do I start?Firstly, I had an identity crisis over the summer. A good, yet bad one. Lots of shit happened at my internship and so I turned to the one thing that's always supplied me with comfort.Metal.Forget the K-Pop, I have returned as a fully-enthralled, Satan worshiping metalhead who paints pentagrams on her roommates' doors and stakes goat heads out on the dorm lawn.Anyways,...

Yes, the title actually means what it says. I feel it is time. For a couple years now, I've been preparing for this day, but it still saddens me. I've made the decision to stop updating--all except my co-write with Bre and the fanfiction I'm finishing for Nikita.The reason being that I'm ready to move on to more professional areas. Everything that I'm considering eventually publishing will be...

So I really have no idea what Camp NaNo is expecting of me or what I'm really doing there, but I signed up! After completing NaNo in November, my writing bug has mostly returned and I'm on the road for my next book!Mostly I'm asking if anyone else is doing Camp NaNo here and if they can:1) Explain to me what's happening. I just threw myself into the campfire.2) Wanna be buddies? Maybe? Sorta? Just...

I had an internship lined up at the beginning of the year in Nashville, TN with the company that I dreamed of working for.A couple weeks ago, my intel inside the company told me that many employees would be let go and she didn't know what that meant for interns.On Sunday, I was informed my intel was one of those people who is being let go. Over half the employees at this company have been let go...

Like back in the day when I was more apart of this community, I'd search through blogs when I was going through a fandomship crisis and people would be taking one-shot requests. I'd request that damned one-shot and then fangirl for days and read it a hundred times over. It'd help with the fangirl feels that threatened to rip out of my chest and pulverize the state.Now, Nikki is the only one who...

I don't know what this feeling is, but it needs to stop. I'm in this self-loathing, pity-party rut where I feel alone. I'm not alone, I have friends. And they're good and amazing friends, but I still feel alone...Classes are going well, yet I still get anxious for them every time.Part of this has to do with the fact that I'm not losing weight despite the fact I'm more active and eating better....

Guys, I'm just in that fangirling obsessive mood. Even though I've been watching Hawaii 5-0 since its beginning in 2010, it never gets old and I'm attacked with feels each time I come home and mom has all the episodes DVR'ed for us to watch in the evenings.Its not my favorite show on TV--Blue Bloods is--but its probably a close second. How do you not enjoy that show with Steve and Danny forever...

Technically, I already did this when I asked for info on Japan. However, I caved and checked out close to fifteen books on Japan, Tokyo, Buddhism, and mythology. Speed reading, ahoy!Internal Decay(Mibba)(the Mibba summary sucks. Ignore it.)Add Me If You Dare(NaNoWriMo)Rated: R?Genre: Supernatural/ThrillerI'm not labeling this as "horror" because Xia can't do horror. Like, I legit lack any form of...

I feel like I'm going to break Google. I'm a researching spree for Japan. I'm familiar with Korean culture and hell, even more so Chinese than Japan. I've never had a whole lot of interest in Japanese culture. Well, I have, but it was my lowest out of the three mentioned. However, when you create a character that's Japanese and start your story in Japan, you kinda need to do some research.Here's...

I usually don't make my political views extremely public, but I'm a little fired up so:With myself being a member of the Republican party, I'd like you all to know something very important about my thoughts on Trump.I would rather get hit by a bus than vote for that...man.I watched pieces of the GOP debate tonight and I could do nothing, but facepalm the entire time Trump opened his mouth. Bush...

As a journalist and reporter, I can not express my heartache enough for these people and their families. I'd just recently decided to be a camera(wo)man because I thought being behind the camera would be far less dangerous than being in front of it.Its unreal how many female anchors and reporters disappear every year.But witnessing what happened yesterday morning, it makes me almost fear my line...

Eventually.Not that anyone really cares becausea) I don't talk to anyone on here anymore except Jade bb. All the other friends I've made are on Facebook or other social media where I can contact them.b) My stories don't get read anymore. I'm nothing popular.Now, I'm not throwing a pity party. I've just lost interest in this site. I have no motivation to go out and try to find new friends on here;...

Hey, ya'll! If you're not aware, I was blessed to travel to Hong Kong and China for two weeks with a group from my college to study agriculture and learn about Chinese culture and history. But mostly agriculture was involved.[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch=B5EYU-VjwS8[/youtube]Seriously, I loved Hong Kong with every fiber of my being. It was beautiful! It was also very international, lots of...

Yes, ladies and gentlemen, I am finally getting to do something awesome with my life. I am going on a faculty-led trip to China in mid-May. Details below:After I had to reshoot part of the video a second time, I forgot to mention that I have an official blog that my sexeh bff Nikki will be updating for me because she is the bomb!I'm so excited for this, guys, not that you couldn't tell in the...

Hey, ya'll! Its been a while since I posted a vlog on here. I don't want to annoy people, but then again you don't have to watch it too. ::cute: Anyways, this week's vlog I talked about everything I do when I avoid doing homework...I just finished IRIS so I felt like venting my feels. By the way, that drama ended on a terrible note. I was so pissed because it took me two years to get through and...

Hey, ya'll! I totally forgot to mention in this video that Shania would totally look like Laila Ali if she was human. Because Laila is beautiful and an almighty queen! All hail!Does anyone else have a pet with serious attitude? Because I've found no four legged creature that quite beats Shania's intense dislike of everything except herself. Granted, she's gorgeous and was the horse of my glory...

Hey, ya'll! Its another week and another narrative and this time around, I talk about what my high school self needed to know.So to basically say:- Quit being people's bitch- You're not "in love" when you think you are- Learn to eat better- Stop trying to impress peopleI look back at my high school self and I cringe at the lack of social skills I had. Like I legit did not know how to interact with...

Hey, ya'll! This last week was absolutely crappy with me freaking out over little things and just everything being BLEH! This week probably won't be superbly great either, BUT I'll deal with it. c:This week's vlog was all about how animals are a great stress relief--for me at least--and also on how to help your local humane society/pet shelter rather than the big organizations that claim to...

Hey, ya'll! Its another week and another vlog. This time I'm sharing about something that completely rules my life and I didn't really realize it until it was too late.Seriously though. Who know caffeine could be so destructive? So...controlling? I legit can not go without coffee--or really even chocolate--without either becoming grouchy, crashing, or just wanting to go insane because, guys, I...

So the second installment of my vlogging experience has been posted! I go through a view points why I personally would not waste my time or money on going to see "Fifty Shades of Grey".I know plenty of people who love that series and stuff so yeah...I'm not out there to change people's opinions though wish they'd rethink on supporting it. Idk, just my personal opinion.But go ahead and comment on...