Things get hard, but we have to hang on in there.

So I know that the distance is a little frustrating right now, but I promise you we can work our way through it and come out fighting. Is something means that much to you, then you'll wait forever and a day. I know I would.So Over the last few days theres been arguments, fights and upset, a lot of heart ache and hanging on, but I promise you the worst is over now. We tested everything we had, and...
October 14th, 2010 at 02:03am

Things are hard enough with out people like you!

I am not an agressive person, and I will not rise to you! I will not act like the fool you make me out to be just so you can get what you want. I think you are rude, arragant, sneaky and low. And to be honest, you are something to be ashamaed of. I would hate to think that when peple look at me that is what they saw. So I hope that you have done yourself proud. You took me by surprise. I didn't...
October 12th, 2010 at 12:20am

I never thought that i'd catch this love bug again...

Dear wonderful world!I hope everyone is doing very very well. The sun was shining, it's not so much anymore, but who cares. It is still a wonderful wonderful day :D I love nothing more than a peaceful day in with some music, my friends and a beautiful conovsation with my absolutley amazing boyfriend.Such simple things, but such great great happiness. It is amazing. I love it. Ok so it isn't as...
August 19th, 2010 at 04:08pm

I couldn't be any happier right now

I really do have everything I could need or even want right now.A new college course, A new job, and the same boyfriend but I love him very very much :PHe is an absolute star and I wouldn't even want to imagine what things would be like had we not met, because he changed everything for me. He really did.Today was a long day, mastering my computer skills. Haha. I am now a total tech ninga!! it's...
August 18th, 2010 at 09:27pm

I thought this was it...

Some where in between all the fun and games, memories and laughter, I fell for you. I don't know when and I don't know how, but I do know that I think about you all the time, everyday and every night. I do know that you are always on my mind. But there is nothing I can do about it, because i'm not the one on your mind, am I?I was there for you before she hurt you and I will be there for you now,...
June 1st, 2010 at 03:25pm

stop and think...

Do you ever sit and think, that one day you will be forgotten. Sure, when you die, there will people there to remeber you, but when they have gone, there is no one left to remeber you or the memories that you shared.who remebers everything you have said and done? where does it all go, just a complete life of history and memeories... gonewith no one to remeber you, everything you have done, is...
May 31st, 2010 at 09:31pm

There's a very wise head upon those shoulders.

I beg to differ. What I have is a dead end, and no where to turn. Thing's didn't turn out for the best, and that's ok, I just thought that things were looking up, but just as they got right, they went so damn wrong. I can't see how, I don't know what I am doing wrong, but I have to work it out, before I completly lose myself.I can't sit here and look at myself anymore. I don't think I can last...
May 3rd, 2010 at 09:22pm

You glued my heart back together, then stuck it in a blender...

Well thank you very much, for making me feel the lowest I have ever felt. I loved every minute I spent with you, I wont deniey that, but none of that matters anymore, because you made me feel like I was on my cloud nine, and then you dropped me 100 feet lower that I was before you picked me up. In the future, if you don't see any future, don't kid yourself, or me... because the truth hurts,...
April 28th, 2010 at 09:41pm

Finaly, some time for thought.

I have been thinking a hell of a lot recently, and up until this moment in time, it has gotten me no where. What I have made of my most recent thinking session, is that I need to buckle down and make sure my life goes according to plan. I can't afford any more screw ups, and so from this sparked a plan. Head down and get through A levels, after this, who knows where I will go. If I am right in...
April 28th, 2010 at 12:06am

More drama? No thank you, i'll pass.

As if things arnte enough right now, you srping this too? I don't think you understand how much I love you, and when you're happy, I am too... Well almost, but you see, that's ok. Between you and them, you're causing me a near death amount of stress. I have come to the point where I just don't know what to do any more. I love you so much, and don't want to lose you, but at the same time, I don't...
April 26th, 2010 at 07:30pm

You make me feel...

Like I am a total waste of space...I can't stand being around you, and what;s more is I think I hate you. Living with you is hard enough, but having you constantly in my face, reminding me what a dissapointment I am to you is slowly killing me. I die a little inside every time you remind me how I have let you down in the past, but knowing that you see nothing in my future is jsut the hardest...
April 23rd, 2010 at 07:19pm

Once upon a time...

I feel like a total princess, my life feels like a fairy tale, I know things like this shouldn't work, but I honestly feel that this time, it might. So I love my best friend. He makes me feel amazing, and up until a few days ago, I never thought it would ever work, until he kissed me back. Things are just starting out, so there is no guessing what might happen next, but I love the way this feels,...
April 22nd, 2010 at 07:38pm

Nothing but everything is wrong in this.

Totally lost in your eyes, I lay helplessless beneath your lips. At first, nothing... as you would very much expect, but the connection grew and grew untl out lips tounched and I was lost in your kiss.My heart tells me that this is so right, but my head tells me that this is so wrong.. I think I have fallen hard for you, and even thought, you're everythign I have ever wanted, I don't know if it...
April 20th, 2010 at 01:11am

Alone in this..

You obviously don't believe in me, and now I know that I am going this alone, but I will keep on trying. I wont let you keep me down. As I said this morning I am raring to go and I wont stop until I have achieved. Until I have made myself proud.I know you want to see me fail again, and that hurts, because you are supposed to be the one person, that I can depend on. The one person who will love me...
April 15th, 2010 at 09:55pm

The first day of the rest f my life.

Have you ever woken up and felt motivated enough tpo make somethign of yourself, and to change your old ways. To make sure you achieve somethign to be proud of, and to fix your wrongs? Well, today, this was the case for me. I know I can change the way I am for the better and I have put a lot of thought in to this recently. I am doing the things I love again, and I wont let things change that...
April 15th, 2010 at 04:12pm

A new day, a new thought and a new way of life.

For a long time now, I have been dwelling on the past. Well no more. I chose to leave the people from my past, jsut where they belong, in the past, where they can't put me down anymore, and where they can't chose my paths for me.I am old enough, and wise enough, to chose my own ways. So, ok, I might not always chose the right paths, and I may make poor judgements, but at least I do it on my own....
April 15th, 2010 at 02:19pm