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someone talk to me i am boredtell me a good story... a lot of the stories on here are the same..........................................i should be doing homework. but procrastinating is more fun. especailly when you dont have a life so it is harder to find something to do................BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHBLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHBLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHENTERTAIN MEtalk talk talk talk talk to...
June 7th, 2009 at 07:02pm

Everyone Hates Hannah Montana.

I love her. I'm sorry.It started out as a joke, I swear, I'm obsessed with irony. I go all out everyday with the black jeans., the band shirts, the stud belt, straight hair and a lot of eyeliner. So one day, when Hannah Montana was on, I was like "omg, like hm! LOVE HER!" and then I watched the show... and I liked it... and then I realized how cute she was.. and I liked it... and now I'm...
January 25th, 2009 at 03:01am

Who believes in bisexuals?

I honestly want to know. I'm personally gay. And just got dumped by a bi girl. Who doesn't know how "bi" she is. The only people who understand how humiliating that is are my other gay friends. It's happened to them all too. I just kind of need closure. I feel like our relationship meant nothing. And well my gay friends, they don't believe in bi. And I don't know if i do. Personally, I'm not one...
January 23rd, 2009 at 02:11am

Guilt Trip.

I can never get all my feelings out.I can't listen to this song anymore because it reminds me of what a pathetic loser I am.I have a great girl right now... she's perfect for me and I like her so much.I shouldn't be hurting still!I shouldn't be talking to the girl that made me hurt.But she needs me. So I do.Ugh.I should fucking hate her.I can't!She said"don't, don't let it go to your headBoys like...
September 21st, 2008 at 09:39pm

I'm in a kick-ass mood.

I'm happy . Right now I have a killer headache, and I'm so tired but I can't sleep. But I'm still happy.Why, you may ask?Cause I friggin' WANT to be happy! Seriously, if you want to be happy enough, it will happen. I don't have any more reason to be happy now then I did when I was depressed a couple months back. Last night I got inspired.I was watching television late last night, or early this...
August 16th, 2008 at 04:43am

I'm craving a Frerard. This is weird.

I just really want to read one... a good one. Please do not tell me to read yours unless it's actually like amazing. Tell me about someone else's. =)I would love you forever. And after that.I don't want things to be ALL sex, or go too fast... I want it to be like... realistic. And I'd rather have it not be while they are on tour, but if it's that good, well then, I'll take it.Thank you very much!...
August 10th, 2008 at 12:41am

I used to be healthy.

I am the most self righteous, dependent person you will ever meet. I hate asking for help, I always think I'm right, and I don't let anyone in. I've always fixed everything myself. I've cleaned up the blood stains from the fights and torment of my youth, I've held the people closest to me while they cried, I stopped destroying myself cut by cut all by myself. I'm no where near better, but I have...
July 31st, 2008 at 07:53pm

Sleeping (or Lack Thereof.)

I can not sleep. I get tired, and I go to bed, and I close my eyes. But then my nose itches, and my back hurts, and I'm squishing my arm, and I can feel my fat from my stomach, and after moving around for an hour, I'm wide awake. So I walk around my house. I play my guitar (badly.) I go on mibba. I eat. A lot. Then I work out. And sometimes I'll just lay there and stare at my ceiling, drawing...
June 14th, 2008 at 09:10pm

Believe it or not, I Do Have Feelings.

I have this hunch that everyone thinks I have no feelings. Yeah, I'm sarcastic and random. Yeah, I don't talk about my feelings out loud a lot. Hardly ever. But that doesn't mean that things don't hurt me as much as they may hurt you. I admit, it takes a lot to get me upset. With most situations that teenage girls are like " omg *cries* " over I'm like oh, sweet. I've been through worse, and I...
April 27th, 2008 at 03:29am

Where is the Love?!

If you knew me in real life, and heard me say this, you'd be like 0.0I'm being serious though! I am a very caring, loving person. I have an extra ordinary need for wanting to take care of people, to love people. I'm just not that good at showing it... hence the glaring, huffing, puffing, sarcastic comments and tripping people who get in my way at school. Don't tell me I'm a doll, I know =pWhy does...
April 25th, 2008 at 03:37am

A Big "F*ck You" to Humanity.

I've always been the "weird kid." In 6th and 7th grade, I actually made friends. That ended badly. I had to switch grade schools 3 times when I was younger, because the kids would make fun of me, and I had no friends. I would hiss at them too, when they were mean. They used to throw food at me too. Nice kids. But that's another story...I was born to be a social outcast, it's my destiny!Back on to...
April 17th, 2008 at 02:00am

A Really Interesting Title to Capture Your Attention!

I'm bored, and because procrastinating on a thesis paper is more fun to do when you're...actually doing something, I decided I'd make a journal. =)Random Songs That have Been Stuck in My Head Today-"My shiny teeth and me""Jiggly Puff""You brush your teeth out""Phantom of the opera""Akon's Lonely"To get them out of my head, I sung them very loudly, in strange accents. Some in opera, some in rap....
April 13th, 2008 at 01:19am

Originality? I think not

I want someone to prove me wrong here, if you feel offended, I'm begging you, harass me! (Not in the mean way, of course. I am exaggerating.) Prove me wrong. You and I will both be happy =DNo one is completely and utterly original. I'm comfortable enough with myself to say that the person I am today is little bits and pieces from everybody I have ever admired. Why should I be ashamed of that?...
March 29th, 2008 at 02:34am

10 Random facts you didn't need- or want- to know about me.

How narcissist of me.1- I think oily hair is way sexy.2- I say sarcastic things out loud when no one is around3- I have 3 voices who wake me in the middle of the night. And I named them. Sane? No.- Agatha- I hate her. She is evil and mean and has a creepy voice.-Cindy- I love her! She makes me feel good about myself =D- Patrick- He's quite sad. Makes me a bit depressed.4- If I didn't care so much...
March 26th, 2008 at 10:38pm

I'm Gay! WHY ISN'T THAT OKAY?!

I'M GAYWhat's the fucking big deal?! I'm here, trapped in the closet because of people who are judgmental shits. Today, my friend looked at me funny because she was bugging me which celebrity i like, and the only dude I think is hot is Bill Kaultiz, and let's face it- he's such a drag queen. And I told her "Hey. I think some drag queens are hot." He's prettier then most girls i know!And THEN she's...
March 21st, 2008 at 02:41am

Bleh.

I forgot about my Mibba account.! Haha how does that happen?.Anyhoo. I'm thinking of a new story. This is bad, seeing as how I have only finished one and that was complete and utter crap (i think i just wanted to end it b/c it was bothersome) I have such a short attention span with stories. I think one of the characters is going to have an eating disorder, and the other a stutter. Bleh. That's all...
November 30th, 2007 at 08:36am

Why I am The Way I am

Don't tell my I'm like this to be a cool kid, cause you'll get your ass kicked. I believe in a good time, if you wanna drink, you go ahead and fucking drink! I know the joy of falling over yourself and waking up in the morning with a headache and a taste in your mouth that tells you there's nothing in your stomach, that's all about the teenage life style right? We're fucking screw ups and all...
November 8th, 2007 at 10:58am

Freedom?

America is known as the "Land of the Free." If so, how come so many people are trapped within their own minds? I know it's selfish to be complaining when people in other countries are being enslaved and don't have rights to their own opinions, but opinions are the problem in America. Everyone's opinion, good or bad, can make someone feel bad about themselves. The people that I'm around are not...
September 5th, 2007 at 09:31am

My Chemical Romance

I know this sounds really cliche and whatever, but MCR really did save my life. They are my anti depressant. In 6th grade I was so depressed. Every single day I wondered why I didn't just end it. Every single day I wondered what id the god damn point. That is a lot for an 11 year old to be thinking, I know, but I've always been mature for my age. One night, I actually did try to end it. I took a...
September 5th, 2007 at 09:30am

Confrontation

The thing I'm terrified the most about is Confronting my friends and family and everyone on who I really am. They can say that they know me, but in reality, they have no clue. I've been joking around about it lately, but they all take it as a joke and negatively. It hurts so much because I want to be honest with them, I think I'm ready to tell after I've known for a year. After a year of abuse...
September 5th, 2007 at 09:29am