unlike me to say but true

I feel like everything for anyone, everyone and especially my family, would be easier if i was gone. No matter what they say or do, even if they reassure me, I feel like a piece of shit. Mentally, emotionally. Im no where near stable enough to think straight anymore. Working two jobs to pay my bills isnt helping.Im at the point with anxiety, that all I want to do is freak out, throw up. And pass...
March 23rd, 2014 at 06:02pm

roleplaying?

I don't really know if many of you on here are into roleplaying or just the writing of fan fics but i thought i would throw this out there. I haven't had a new roleplay line in a LONG time, and I'm dying for one, it can either be slash based, celeb, au, m/f doesn't matter to me, i'm just looking for someone who's interested in picking this up with me because i've honestly lost my muse and...
December 27th, 2013 at 11:10pm

NEED INPUT ASAP

Thinking about deleting/discontinuing a few of my stories. I'm kind of losing my muse for writing them at the moment.The one's I'd be removing would beStereo HeartsWorld Around MeThe Devil Had His Hand In ItI was Raised by Wolves.If you think I should keep any of these, let me know. Message me, comment on the story... Ect...I've had more of a muse for the Austin Carlile story I'm writing, my...
June 19th, 2013 at 10:29pm

Gonna try my own shot at this...

I haven't written an MIW fan fiction but I have a few idea's in mind.I also have some old A7X ones I think I may start re-vamping and adding to my page. It seems all I have are BVB and FIR fan fictions and since I feel like no one is reading them, I might as well throw myself out there to some different bands.If anyone wants to do a co-write possibly, let me know.. I'd definitely be up for it.I've...
December 15th, 2012 at 04:47am

Im seriously about to give up on writing.

It's come to my attention, that people aren't so interested in reading or commenting on my stories....I'm feeling as if updating them is becoming pointless. someone please prove me wrong here.I love writing but not if people aren't going to appreciate it, id rather just take it back to writing them privately if people arent going to either going to show appreciation or read through and let me know...
December 14th, 2012 at 02:44am

Never Give In.

.never.say.never.never give up.never let anyone bring you down.never duck your head in shame.never let your fears stop you from doing your best.never ever let anyone tell you you can't do it.always believe in yourself.I've heard from so many people that I couldn't, and most likely wouldn't make something of myself. I dropped out of highschool at the age of 19, throwing myself into the real world...
July 29th, 2011 at 02:41am

New Stories.

I'm thinking about what I could write, I want to do a co-write with someone. Possibly an Escape the Fate/Falling In Reverse fic, or a BVB fic. It's something I've had an Idea on.I also want to branch out in my writing.Someone give me a few ideas via comments or messages I'll definately work with them!Anyways, other than that I don't really know what to work from. :] I will write about the...
February 22nd, 2011 at 09:48pm