right now i feel real lost im a medic and i saw 2 guys die today i could not save themi have had no sleep for 4 daysand i feel relly tired right now i have just finished a 16 hour sift and need to venti ahve put this on here for me not for anybody else but i dont mind if commenti just need someone to talk to who ist military and dose't mind if i rant for a while buti have to make peace with...