Getting It off My Chest.

So, I've been kind of in a rut for a while and I spent the night with two of my best friends and it got kind of serious. I've been having trouble with this guy that has been trying to make my life a living hell. Like I don't have enough on my plate. He's just continuously texting me and saying all these shitty horrible things to me. I've out him on my spam list, but of course I'm a masochist so I...
March 9th, 2015 at 10:23pm

Avengers

Just going to say right now: SO MUCH FUCKING FEELS!!!!I have seen this movie twice already and I'm so freaking obsessed.First, you have Stark, played by the gorgeous Robert Downey, Jr. and he is just so fucking amazing and beautiful and...yeah. Perfect. He is one of my favorite of all the Avengers and I wouldn't ask for someone to ever replace Rob. He's too much perfect.Then, we have Thor. And we...
May 16th, 2012 at 04:09am

Dying is easy. Take a challenge and live.

I just attended a funeral visitation for a fifteen year old boy. He had been drinking with some friends and he got run over, by another fifteen year old. She had been drinking and wanted to go home. He thought it would be a good idea to lay down and see if she'd be able to see him. He ended up falling and passing out.She hit him. She didn't see him. She has to live with that forever.These are...
July 13th, 2011 at 02:48am

Harry Potter

It's almost here. It's so close to being over. Our childhood is ending. These are the tears of joy and excitement and sadness that we shed in remembrance of the characters that we grew up with. All of those that we've been able to share.J.K. Rowling, our queen, the creator of our childhoods. It's a great honor to have been able to read these and grow up in our life with this incredible series.I...
July 8th, 2011 at 12:10am

Poor, pitiful, popular girls.

you’re simply jealous that people actually like me and aren’t using me as a crutch to shoot up the step ladder in society.Listen, you guys may seem like it’s a good idea to tell a person with major depression to go kill herself, but what happens when she actually does it? Are you going to feel an inkling of remorse. Of guilt? Because it’s going to be your fault. You’re the reason her...
June 4th, 2011 at 08:53pm

My Chemical Romance

This band. There are so many ways to describe this band. But, for me, it’s the fact that it saved my life. I wish any one of the guys from My Chem could see this, because I want it to be a sort of letter to them. But, I’ll do it anyways.Toro: God, there are so many things I could say about you. You are the most amazing guitarist/person in the world. You have so much passion for the music you...
April 19th, 2011 at 11:05pm

I'm a fake, imma fake!!

Oh, my god. There's this guy. He pushes every single button I have and some I didn't even know I had. He gets under my skin so bad. And, even though I'm a virgin, he puts this rush of lust into my body that shoots everywhere. But, that's it. He pisses me off any other time.He's emotionless, distant and just plain irritating!I really wanna strangle him. A lot. He hasn't seen me for two years and...
March 30th, 2011 at 10:31pm

Sexuality

I may seem strong and act as though I don't care when you say I'm disgusting because I also date girls. But, the truth is? It hurts. I have feelings and when you tell me that I'm disgusting because of who I date, it hurts. I put up this big, tough girl act, but it really hurts when people say that homosexual and bisexual people are abominations.So what? I date girls sometimes. Who cares?! You...
February 11th, 2011 at 06:19pm

I'm tired of waiting. If you like me, I'll be over here.

So, I'm extremely tired of waiting for this guy that I REALLY like. He's making me frustrated, so from now on, I'm just gonna hang with other people and basically avoid him. If he comes to me, then we'll go somewhere. But in honesty, I don't think he'll do that. I'm pretty much not worth it to him or something.And to top it off, this girl decides to tell him that my ex broke up with me because I...
October 15th, 2010 at 10:41pm

Deal With Me....or Delete Me.

I'm not going to apologize for who I am. For those of you who want that, oh well. Deal with me. Or delete me. It's not going to hurt my feelings.I'm going to say these few thingsI know im not.....-beautiful-graceful-poised-quiet-polite-close minded.I know I'm....-loud-obnoxious-blunt-honest-open minded-a bit childish at times-temperamental.Those are my faults. I embrace them. I need to stop crying...
October 2nd, 2010 at 12:45am

He Makes My Heart Hurt

There's a guy at my school who is my absolute BEST friend. Like, he's always there for me. His eyes look right through me sometimes. He knows whats wrong when I have on my best fake smile. It's kinda scary. Well, I've fallen for him. I know, total cliche' You Belong With Me shit. He's talking to this other girl and they've seemed to really hit it off. Every time I see him now, he's either with her...
September 20th, 2010 at 10:31pm

R.I.P David "Dave-Dave" Michael Thompson

This is a journal of rememberance to my best friend, David Michael. He committed suicide August 24th, 2009.David, you were my best friend, basically my brother. Everyday was a new adventure with you. Whether it be, getting kicked out of walmart for throwing fruit at the customers/employees or even getting chased out of McDonald's by angry parents.When Adam was still alive, we were the three...
August 25th, 2010 at 02:48am

This Is Enough. I've had It With You

Have you ever had that one guy, that you would drop everything for, even if you already had a boyfriend? That one guy that tells you that you're beautiful and that he loves you? Yeah, the jackass that gets you to drop your boyfriend and best friends, before totally telling you he never wanted you?That's what I'm dealing with. Thankfully, I have a few ahhh-mazing best friends and an incredible...
August 9th, 2010 at 01:28am

Here Lies Heart, Parallels, MyChildren MyBride, Haste The Day and The Devil Wears Prada

Last night was the best concert experience of my entire life.Throughout the entire concert I was right by the stage. It was the best, even though my ribs hurt really bad now from being shoved into the the stage.During Parallels set, the lead singer pulled out a bible and quoted scripture. Each one of these bands were Christian.During Haste The Day's set, I had my head laying on the stage,...
June 20th, 2010 at 06:55pm

Help: I'm getting it

Okay, so a good friend of mine on here wanted me to get some help for the depression. I finally gave in and I now have an appointment for a quack-I mean psychiatrist xD. I told him I would get help so I am. I'm not particularly happy that I have to see someone but I do want help, so I'm getting it. I wanna be happy again and that's not gonna happen if I don't see somebody.On another not, I'm also...
June 9th, 2010 at 08:51pm

Slutty

Have you ever done something so bad that you just want to kill yourself because it ruined your life. Or someone else's for that matter? That's how I feel right now..I feel slutty and dirty and wrong just completely wrong..I lead someone on..without even realizing it. I don't know how but I did. And I feel like a dirty whore for it. His sister probably hates me. His mom probably thinks I'm a...
June 8th, 2010 at 07:43am

Fakes and life problems

Okay, so I have a major issue. These two people I'm acquainted with, I guess, are saying that I'm fake and are telling me that I'm irritating. They keep telling me that no one likes me and I wanted to know if any of you have a problem with me. Well, at least the people that know me at least a little bit.On another note, I've been feeling very upset lately. My life is really crazy and I need new...
June 1st, 2010 at 11:51pm