May 3, 201012:31 AMDear Diary,I hate myself right now, I hate the fact that my mother always judges me and always puts me down! I don't know what to do, everything I say and do is always a mistake, and she never let's me have fun because she is scared i'm gonna be killed, but I understand why she is doing this but... she is gonna have to let go someday, and one day I'm gonna leave her behind and...