A blog about how deprived I am.

Oh, god okay. I miss writing as much as I used to. School has numbed my brain and taken away most of my creativity. I used to have so many ideas and ugh it was just wonderful. And now I see everyone on here who writes like 4 stories at once and short stories and just everything wonderful and I wish I could be them. I wish my mind was constantly running with ideas and thoughts about my stories and...
December 10th, 2012 at 06:32am

I want to write for the rest of my life.

There, I said it. I don't care how much I suck at writing, I don't care that I struggle with some aspects of it. I don't care that I haven't impacted anyone with my writing yet at all. It is something that I have been doing since I was in 6th grade. It is the only thing that I've stuck with and improved myself on with time. It is the only thing that I have dedicated myself (almost) to and can...
December 3rd, 2012 at 07:06am

Even though no one honestly cares, lol...

Today was my last day for exams. F yeah.Drama: 97Final class grade: 97Gym: lol 78.Final Class Grade: 94English: 90Final Class Grade: 94History: 95Final Class Grade: 97Math: Unknown thus far.French: Unknown thus far.Biology: 87Final Class Grade: Probably around a 96.I am so happy. Especially with my Biology grade. We were allowed to ask him what we got and he's scrolling down since I'm near the...
January 20th, 2011 at 06:05pm

Ahh, life. :/

So, I ran the mile in gym today. I beat my last time by 3 minutes, so I guess that's good. With my asthma at least. Mikey was my partner. My friend thinks he likes me, it's really weird. She wants to "set us up" which is equally weird. He's my friend... and plus Danielle likes him, I think, so.I'm officially taking AP US History next year. My history teacher thinks I'm capable and that it will be...
January 14th, 2011 at 01:24am

1/12/2011 - Lalala

So today was pretty boring, yep.Aside from the fucking morning. We still had to go to school and the roads were HORRIBLE. So many people were late cuz the buses weren't going very fast...lol. I hope we have off tomorrow. And I hope they call it off early so I know I have more time to do this drama project. Which I should be working on now...We had a math test which I bombed. At least a few...
January 13th, 2011 at 01:26am

Just when I thought I was piecing myself back together...

...I seem to be being torn apart again.So, I got into Chemistry Honors, no questions asked by my Biology teacher. He didn't even consult me, he's just like, -cicles- "Op, I bet you were thinking this!" -signs and walks away- ...okay.So now all that's left is History. I have no clue what the fuck I want to do. I'm worried AP US History might be too much for me, but then I feel that if I just go...
January 11th, 2011 at 09:41pm

No one cares about my stories or what I have to say, but I'm going to say it anyway.

I am so relieved right now, today was what I thought would be a "hard" day, but I am so proud of myself I got through it without whining and complaining.I have midterms next week, but in Gym we need multiple days so we're starting this week. The mother fuckin' school board thinks we should be able to swim 500 (kilo)meters..I don't know the exact distance but it's 10 laps down the length of the...
January 11th, 2011 at 04:06am

I'm in a really creative mood.

Like I just want to write my whole story right now. Ideas are coming to me like rapid fire. They might not be good, but I'm in this "who cares, I can improve eventually" kind of mood. Like nothing can stop me. I know that sounds weird, but yeah.And I'm really excited about this because I haven't had this feeling in a while.But it's 12:30 and I need to get to sleep soon because I have a lot of...
January 9th, 2011 at 06:36am

Why does it have to be "something worthwhile"?

My life isn't worthwhile, but I thought a journal was to tell about my life and vent? Whatever.Okay, I'm at a complete writers block. It's not really a block, I'm writing...but it just sucks. Terribly. I can't even stand the way I write. I read all of these stories on here and compare them to mine, and I just sit there thinking, "Wow, I'm no where near good."I don't see why people tell me I am. If...
January 8th, 2011 at 08:31am