Trust Doesn’t Always Take Away The Worry.

So, I’m not the sharpest tool in the shed.I just want to say that I trust my boyfriend. That being said, I let him (without complaint) go to Monroe (about an hour and a half away) with an old friend of his that he hadn’t seen in like a year. Well, this old friend is a girl (like most of his friends) and even though I’d never met her and only knew her name (again like most of his friends), it...
September 10th, 2011 at 08:25pm

I think I'm in Love

I don’t think I’ve ever felt quite this way before. I don’t know what this amazing feeling is but I have a hunch. I think I’m in love. Like I knew I loved the boy but I think I’ve fallen for him. There is not another person that can make me go on an emotional roller coaster ride and still end on a good note. He makes me smile. He makes me laugh. He does some of the most amazing things....
September 6th, 2011 at 04:43am

Unable to Cope

Earlier this week a girl died. She was my age (18) and she never drank or smoke or did drugs. I didn’t particularly like this girl considering I knew her to talk about people behind their backs and she particularly did this to my best friend in the world. The only reason I said anything to her (which had to consist of MAYBE a handful of words) is because she dated my niece and nephew’s dad and...
September 5th, 2011 at 08:19am

Closed Minded People and Open Minded People can't Coexist.

Closed minded people piss me off. I am an extremely Open mined person. I don’t judge and I certainly don’t tell you that what you think is WRONG. I respect people. I respect what people think and believe whether it is what I believe or think or not. I like to learn about different cultures, religions, personality traits, and almost anything I don’t already know. I try to understand other...
September 5th, 2011 at 08:17am

Complicated

So not too long ago, I broke up with my Jerkface. Just so that everyone is clear on the subject (mostly myself), We were fighting because he hadn’t seen me in like two weeks cuz of conflicting schedules or well mainly my conflicting schedule. I had told him that we could hang out after I moved into my dorms and it fell through on the count of my under estimating the amount of work it took. By...
September 5th, 2011 at 08:16am

Stupid Sweet JerkFace!

Darn him darn him darn him!!! We actually had it out tonight. I told him that he hurt me. No sugar coating, no leaving out the insecurities, just straight out: You hurt me. We talked, we yelled, and in the end we didn’t solve anything. We just left it as we should communicate more. We say good night and all is whatever then he does the most amazing thing. He texted me this:Him: OmgMe: what?Him:...
September 5th, 2011 at 08:13am

FML

I’m a idiot with a big capital I-D-I-O-T!Against my better wishes, I’ve given him a chance, a chance to prove his feelings (as if he hasn’t enough). I know I’m just going to be ignored against as soon as he thinks I’m fooled or his attention is wavered. Why am I such a stupid idiot? One week. One week is all he has. I must keep to that. I can’t make excuses for him. One week. If he...
September 5th, 2011 at 08:11am

If Today was Fairy Tale....

If today was a fairy tale, and you were my prince, I’d ask my fairy godmother for a new one.Sometimes, I wonder what it is I see in you. You never call, you never text, we do whatever you want, you tell me not to be me around my best friend, you tell me who I can talk to, and you expect me to be cool with it. Well, Heads up, I’m not.This…whatever we have, isn’t working. I’m obviously not...
September 5th, 2011 at 08:10am

Guacamole

Sometimes life gives you avocados and you got to figure out how to make guacamole.Now, I know that usually this saying is like a lemonade thing but I think my adaptation makes so much more sense. You see, a lot of people like lemons and who doesn’t like a good glass of lemonade? But avocados and guacamole? There is a significant amount of people who do not like either. I am part of that number...
September 5th, 2011 at 08:07am

Missing Him

It’s been a whole month since I’ve seen him. It’s been a whole month since he held me in his arms. A whole month since our lips met. Hearing his voice over the phone isn’t the same. I can’t look into his eyes or play with his hair. I can’t fidget with his hands. I can feel him looking at me. I can’t enjoy his presence right here beside me. Missing him is more than noticing he’s not...
September 5th, 2011 at 08:06am

Life like a Fairy Tale

I really wish life was like a fairy tale. In Fairy Tales, the good guys always prevail and the Princess has her Prince. There is never a doubt if they love each other or not. It just happens and they know it’s right. There is no wondering if it’s real, or if you’ll make it through the next fight. The Princess isn’t left heartbroken and alone in a big dark world. She doesn’t have to fight...
September 5th, 2011 at 08:05am