happy or sad?

omg. the love of my life got dumpd last nite. should i be sad for him? happy that he's now single? i dnt know what to do. i talkd to him last nite. but i felt bad for being 'celebrational' if you know what i mean. is it wrong to be happy when i should feel sad?... psssss: help.i need more words...i need more words...i need more words...i need more words...i need more words...i need more words...i...
January 30th, 2008 at 06:46pm

The Things We Do For Boys

What happens when the one you love turns you away? What are you supposed to do? Sit around watching Titanic with a box of Braum's ice-cream...moping and whining that he will come back to you? I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Especially when the one that turned you away expects you to come crawling back to him. That's what happened with me. He left me. Slammed the door in my face and expected...
November 18th, 2007 at 10:03am

The Darkness That Drowns My Sorrows

As i walk through those halls- the halls that surround me and shape my "education", those halls that envelope me into the dreadful awakening of who i am determined to be- i stare at those who stare at me. Those people that don't really care, don't really understand, don't really notice, don't really see what's going on around them. People chugging liqour and vodka every night, inhaling their...
November 13th, 2007 at 04:13am