So I guess things aren't that bad anymore... My mom left me and my dad was unemployed and couldn't provide for me anymore so my uncle scott said he'd take me in. Which im pretty glad about because I love scottyHe's a lot richer. He owns a couple of bars, a tattoo parlor and a shooting range so hes never really low on money. Me? I couldn't give a crap about money all I need is something to do so...

Why do I have this weird feeling in my stomach? Why am I being nice to my family? Why do I think that life is finally better than my dreams? Why do I lie on my bed and think about everything, about what I can do to keep the pieces together?Have I had a sudden change in personnality? If so, then why don't I like it? Why am I finally laughing like an idiot whereas before I just backhanded the guy...

My family should understand that I need to breathe on my own. They can't keep me locked up forever! I mean, really. You might think I'm over-exaggerating, but I'm not.I can't even go see my friends anymore without my mom there as well. And when she's there, she likes to mock and embarass me and shit. And guys are to not even be mentioned. If I do, I'm dead. I mean, what do they want me to do?...