Migraines, Class Fail, Oh My!

I've had a migraine for mostly the entire day. My day has consisted of sitting on the couch, watching old movies, going through youtube videos, and writing a story based on the dream I had last night. I really think the brunt of my problem is that I've just been oversleeping. I almost always get a headache when I oversleep, and I'm usually exhausted for the rest of the day.I failed another college...
November 29th, 2018 at 01:18am

Day Before Thanksgiving

I haven't been on this website in a hot minute, even after I said I'd be coming back to this one more. My grandmother died suddenly in her sleep last Friday, and it's really taken the wind out of my sails. It triggered my depression to flare up pretty bad. I don't think I've felt like this since the beginning of high school, and I sort of think that it really puts what I was feeling then into...
November 22nd, 2018 at 02:20am

How Would You Feel If Your SO Didn’t Like Your Writing?

Okay so as I’ve talked about I’ve had the same boyfriend for 3 years. We live together and all that pizzazz. Well early on I’d puff up and tell him I’m a writer. It’s the one hobby I do with any sort of commitment, and it’s one that I’m damn proud of.“Okay. Cool.” He’d tell me and then we’d kind of move on with the conversation. My boyfriend and I are polar opposites in our...
October 21st, 2018 at 06:24am

I Do Better When I'm Not Okay

I've been in a consistent state of anxiety for the last two weeks, set off by some sort of migraine/seizure/I don't know what's wrong with me thing two Mondays ago. Anxiety and depression does something weird to me. I quickly nosedive into almost anything as a way to distract myself from what I feel is like a broken record going on in my mind. My house is clean, my homework is finished, my work...
September 29th, 2018 at 02:55am

Sunday Night

I can't believe it's already Sunday and that I have to go to work tomorrow. Right now I'm sitting on the couch, watching Youtube videos with the boyfriend. We just had fajitas for dinner. I just finished my classwork for this past week, at least the amount that I'll be doing for tonight. I know I've been slacking behind on my assignments again. I've been this anxious mess lately and I'm trying to...
September 17th, 2018 at 03:54am

I Made Money Writing | Strange Health Issue?

Vocal say I have made 19 cents from my article.Yaaaassss.I'm kind of making fun of it, kind of am stupid proud of myself at the same time. I haven't even touched that website in 6 months and then I just submitted an article and realized I had made some money. Now when boyfriend comes come and asks how I've contributed to this household today I can tell him I made 19 cents. (I'm kidding. The only...
September 10th, 2018 at 09:12pm

Busy Week

I was a bit busy at work this week. On Wednesday I worked 8 AM-10:30 PM with a 30 minute break around 6. We had a hit by a car come in right before 6. I left for the day but when I was driving home I had a coworker frantically calling me because she lives an hour away and couldn't stay for the surgery the doctors were talking about performing. So I came back in after hours so we could do an...
July 22nd, 2018 at 02:56pm

Penn Foster College

Okay, so one of my resolutions for this year was to finally complete my associate's degree. Easier said than done, considering Community College #1 I practically flunked out of and Community College #2 I owe money to. You see, I started to get the hang of this college thing last Spring at #2, even was on honors again. I didn't realize that this college would throw my account into a collections...
February 8th, 2018 at 11:45pm

Goodreads Anyone?

Does anyone else have an account on Goodreads? I really want to make a few more friends on there since then I have more chances to snoop through whatever someone else is reading to decide if I want to read that book as well. Currently I only have one really active friend.My ProfileSo far, my New Years has consisted of eating leftover fattening food with the boyfriend while playing video games. Did...
January 1st, 2018 at 08:41pm

My 2017 Blog

So, I'm just going to start off an say this year was pretty much a bust. I got drunker, fatter, and broker, but other than that nothing exciting has really happened.In retrospect, here is what happened this year:-I got promoted-Got a raise-Got another raise-Went to the boardwalk once this year-Possibly broke my friendship off with my best friend of 12 years-Had to stop going to college due to...
December 31st, 2017 at 07:35pm

Finished NaNoWriMo

Leave it up to me to finish the year I wasn't even aiming at entering. I happened to start writing a new story the first week of this month, the first story I have written in a long time. Around a week or so ago I also remembered the NaNoWriMo contest, and for giggles I decided to track how much I had written. Well, I had written already around 37,000 words and thought maybe I had a snowball's...
December 1st, 2017 at 04:14am

House/Pet Sitting

I'm house and pet sitting this entire week until next Tuesday. Honestly, I've never house sat before outside of my family. It feels so weird not to be staying at my house. On the bright side, their dogs are a bunch of love bugs. I don't have dogs anymore considering I'm renting, and finding a place to stay at is harder when you have a dog. I sort of forget how clingy and lovable dogs are. I work...
November 22nd, 2017 at 01:34pm

Wattpad Part II

So I put my first story on Wattpad...then my second story...Right now I'm just wondering how some stories can have, like, 500 views and just 3 chapters. What the what? Who do I have to bribe? I only have 10 views TOTAL.The community is so crowded over there, too. I've been using the message boards and it's like I can't get a word in. Meanwhile over here on Mibba, it feels slightly dead. That makes...
November 14th, 2017 at 12:30am

Wattpad | Pen Shy

I created an account on Wattpad because, like how I found Mibba after Quizilla, I found a story I really enjoyed that I had been searching for on that site. I had hopes it would bring me back some of my creative writing juice mojo but now I'm just a bit pen shy about publishing under my real name instead of my pen name. Which is ridiculous I guess, because I've always had in the back of my mind...
November 12th, 2017 at 03:49pm

Deleting

I might be deleting my Mibba...I like holding onto things for too long, so even though I haven't been active on here for the past four years, I've kept it. I like to come on here and read things, especially the blog section. But I've always considered this a private place for me where I can be anonymous.Well today my boyfriend found my account and started reading my blog and stuff. He doesn't get...
October 21st, 2017 at 12:19am

I Need More Friends

I'm going to go shopping with my mother today. Nothing big, just to the store outlets. She needs to get a few things before her cruise. After that I'll probably just come home, straighten the house and watch the boob tube before I get ready for work tomorrow.*sigh*I need to make more friends. I need to hang out with more people. Today I saw three people on facebook asking for: more guy friends,...
October 15th, 2017 at 04:03pm

Bored | Vet Tech Work

I'm bored right now. I only have been getting about one day a week off and it seems like I waste that one day on being bored and stuff. I guess it's because I always plan on doing my cleaning on that day and then when I don't...well, I procrastinate all day.I'm a veterinary technician, which can be very cool at times and I've honestly thought about starting to blog more about it. The hospital I...
October 6th, 2017 at 10:01pm

When You Haven't Seen a Fresh Vegetable in a Week

The poor struggle is real. I have had $1.14 in my account since last Friday, so I haven't been able to go grocery shopping or anything. Luckily I get paid tomorrow...which will most likely be going away to bills. I hate not having any money. The boyfriend got paid on Tuesday, but I told him that I'll buy groceries this week. But we literally have little to no food. Thank God I knew this would...
August 17th, 2017 at 04:24pm

Writing & Publishing

Hey guys!I know it's been a while, but I was just coming to update my blog and tell you that I've found my writing mojo once again (finally) and I'm actually in the process of finishing up writing my first novel in a series that I've been mulling over for a long time. After this I plan on editing it and then putting self-publishing it on CreateSpace.My only big thing is I’m worried about it...
August 9th, 2017 at 02:47am

Anger

I've been getting really angry lately and bent out of shape on the littlest of things and I honestly don't know what to do about it. Usually I'm good at rationalizing things and have the patience of a nun, but lately...it's just not happening.It's not even during logical times. Today at the gym my boyfriend wanted to show me a new workout routine. I haven't been following a workout routine and...
July 11th, 2017 at 07:48pm