PSATs and College Plans

My school handed out this flyer for PSATs a week ago, and it started to get me thinking about college. It's just starting to hit me that I'm a junior in high school and that in two years I will be attending some kind of college studying god knows what. Here are what I'm considering majoring in: cosmetology, English/writing, or psychology.Cosmetology. Like most seventeen year old girls, I love...
August 23rd, 2014 at 07:49pm

Coming Back

Okay. So. I'm a writer. That's who I am. But lately I feel like I'm lacking. My writing isn't good enough anymore. A piece of me is missing.I took a long hiatus from writing. My boyfriend dumped me, I had Mono, and my cat died. To say I was depressed was an understatement. I was almost about to start self-harming. But I sought help. I talked to a teacher, who talked to my mom. My mom called the...
June 21st, 2014 at 03:50am

Dear Luv,

Dear Luv,We met over the summer. I entered your contest, and you fell in love with my books. Then we just started talking about our infatuation with One Direction. (Which we still talk about.) Next we made our joint account on WritersCafe. We were going to write books together.I had found a partner. I had found you.You are so sweet to me. You always listen to my problems, and I do to yours to pay...
February 6th, 2013 at 02:00am

Dear Tipsy,

Dear Tipsy,Hey, Mr. Poody Cat. How have you been? It's been five days since you left us. I hope you've been doing okay. We miss you very much, Tipsy.You were a good cat. You loved everyone, and deep down, everyone loved you. You made a great first impression on everyone you met. You tolerated so much. From her jumping on you, nearly crushing you to death, to me poking you when you were asleep. You...
February 2nd, 2013 at 09:20pm

Dear Valentine,

Dear Valentine,Even though right now you're non-existent, I don't care because you're mine and only mine. I know you're out there waiting for a girl like me to appreciate and cherish, and I will eagerly await you, Valentine.For Valentine's Day I do not want flowers. For Valentine's Day I do not want chocolates (though if you got them then you're awesome). For Valentine's Day I do not want...
February 1st, 2013 at 01:01am

I Have a Few Questions for You, Sir

Dear Sir,Hello, sir. How are you today? I know that I have already written to you once, but I find myself asking questions that I need to let out.Was it her? Did you break up with me because of her? Don't lie to me and say you didn't. You called her just days after breaking up with me.I thought you were over her. You told me you were. Were you lying to me, sir? Just like him.Are you all like him,...
January 22nd, 2013 at 02:37am

Dear Sir,

Dear Sir,Hello once again, sir. How are you today? I hope you're doing well.You broke my heart two weeks ago. I'm not completely over you, but I'm slowly getting there. I think I'll never be completely over you. You were my first boyfriend. Ever. You were the first to fully accept me, scars and all. Because you were hurt, too.I'm writing you this to let you know that I don't cry to myself just...
January 19th, 2013 at 10:33pm

Songs Recently Downloaded on my iPod

Hello, everyone! Thank you for reading this much happier blog post, since most of mine have been downers lately. (I’m truly sorry for that.)So, basically, this is a list of songs that I’ve downloaded or got for Christmas. :D Comment on your favorites! (Also, this list may be updated since I’m not done downloading.) Here goes nothing:“Hey There Delilah” by Plain White T’s“I Am the...
January 16th, 2013 at 11:56pm

Suicidal Thoughts.

Okay, if you’re reading this, which I doubt that anyone will, then just know that I’m not writing about a song.I’m writing about me.One thing nobody knows about me, except for extremely close friends, is that my dad is an alcoholic. He’s not physically abusive or anything horrible like that.No, he’s so much worse.He doesn’t care about me. About any of my siblings. He doesn’t love us....
January 15th, 2013 at 11:51pm

Girl Time — Something We All Need After a Breakup

Hello, everyone! How are y’all today? Me? I’m just fine and dandy. You know, other than being depressed over a breakup.I really just want to get over him by this point. I’m sick of crying over him. It’s been over a week now, and I’m still hung up on him.Maybe today will be the day. The day that I get over him.Om Nom Ninja Sheep is coming over to my house. We’re going to have some...
January 12th, 2013 at 05:16pm

He Broke Up With Me.

He broke up with me. Period.My friend, Om Nom Ninja Sheep, said that he's got things going on. I understand that his life might be hectic at the moment. But it still hurts like nothing else.Poppa bought me Reese's. :,) I love Reese's.Everybody tells me that I'll be okay. I know that I will. There's nothing he could do that would've wrecked me. We didn't even date for two months. Would've been two...
January 4th, 2013 at 07:32pm

Breaking the Rules

Soooo... Basically, I'm breaking the rules by being online right now. On my laptop.See, I'm not really supposed to have Internet on my laptop, my crappy laptop at that, but I couldn't resist getting online and typing a blog entry while watching my favorite show, The Vampire Diaries. :]Soooo... This is just so interesting, isn't it? Umm... give me a minute and I'll think about something to write...
December 28th, 2012 at 03:21am

Christmas with the Boo

Hello, everyone! How was your holiday? Hopefully it was wonderfully.Me? What did I do? Oh, nothing really... except spend it with my boyfriend. ^.^Okay, so, on Christmas Eve my boyfriend called and asked if I wanted to go with him to his family gathering on Christmas Day. I asked my mom, who told me to ask Nana, and she said yes! His dad told me that they'd pick me up around noon, and I talked to...
December 28th, 2012 at 01:24am

I have a boyfriend, and he's amazing.

Hello, everyone! How are you today? Me? I'm just fine. Awesome, really. I just wanted to tell y'all about my boyfriend. :DHe's so sweet, like raspberry chocolate. He gave us a song. (It's "Hey There Delilah" by Plain White T's.) He's been through so much, but he keeps moving forward.Oh, you want to know his name? Too bad. I'm only telling his name to my closest of friends, online and off. I will,...
November 18th, 2012 at 04:09pm

Making banners. Hoping for requests. :)

Hello, everyone! How are you today? I hope you're great. :)Well, I have recently made a banner. It's for The Ready Set. Before I show it to you, just know that I worked on it for a total of five minutes, which is a lot for me. If you like it, then I hope that you'll ask me to make you a banner for your story, favorite band/singer, or anything of the sorts. :) Please comment on this blog, comment...
October 23rd, 2012 at 10:32pm

Bunny

I was bullied once. It wasn't pleasant. But you know what got me through it? Bunny. No, Bunny is not a fictional character that I made up in order to deal with the ongoing depression that bullying brings. No, she is not a dual personality of mine (that's Kendall). It was the word Bunny that got me through it.What made me decide to share this information? Well, I was watching Rachel Crow's music...
October 8th, 2012 at 12:33am

List of Updates

This blog entry was original posted on WritersCafe.org. For the original version and schedule, go here.Hello, everyone! So nice to see you again! (Ha, I say that like someone actually reads my blog.) Anyway, in this marvelous blog entry, I'd like to share with you my updating schedule as of right now. (This is subject to change at any given time.)The Favored: I have gotten specifically requested...
August 11th, 2012 at 09:30pm

She Mourns and I'm Not Allowed To.

So, I'm super bored. I want to write in my diary, but we just got our carpets done. :( They're still wet.Anyway, what I wanted to talk about is a friend of mine. So that nobody threatens to hurt her, let's call her Bailey.Bailey came over yesterday, and we had a blast. (Other than the fact that she went through all of my stuff!) Bailey's always a lot of fun to be around. She's one of my best...
July 2nd, 2012 at 08:38pm

She Told Me She Hates Me... Again

I was sitting by the computer when it happened this time. My baby sister who I love more than anyone told me she hates me.It makes me wanna cry because it hurts so much. Why would she say such a thing to me? Doesn't she realize how much it hurts my feelings?I probably shouldn't be so sensitive. She's only eight. She doesn't realize how much it hurts my feelings.But it does, and I just wanna curl...
June 16th, 2012 at 01:51am

Just 'Cause I Feel Like It

So, in my last blog entry, I told you a little bit about me. I don't think this really told you who I am as a person. I don't think any amount of telling you about me could really show you who I really am either.I feel like there's so many layers with different personalities and things to say that explaining myself could take days, even years.Besides, I don't really know who I am yet, anyway.I am...
June 10th, 2012 at 06:30pm