So this is me back on mibba, the last time I even logged in was March, I think. Very sad and I'm pretty annoyed with myself for it in all honesty but I have my reasons, sort of. I had to study for exams and then actually do them and then do a load of stuff around the house etc.I also have had a lack of inspiration and that is another reason why I have been absent. I look at my stories and it's...

Well hopefully that title doesn't confuse you all, I'm just pretty much telling you how I make friends. I will end up making the odd friend here and there and then become friends with their friends. I have no idea why I made this journal, I think it's nostalgia or something like that.Anyway I really and truly hope the journals are fixed soon, like by next week, it feels like forever since we've...

I looked at my last journal and it was all in block form and that is what my journals look like when I'm tired. I feel crappy for making a blocky journal, that sounds stupid and making a sad journal, that's why I won't journal late at night anymore unless I have energy.Thanks to Isadora Pierce and eight letters late for the comments on the last journal.I'm probably not going to post a journal...

I'm trying to be positive but I just can't. I'm trying to think good things about myself but I really can't, it's so hard. I've found a few good things about myself but I can't right now.I want to feel good about myself, everything is like overall bad. Everything about me is so sh*tty, I honestly can't see myself in a good way, I'm trying so hard but it's not happening. I used to think highly of...

I lost everything, it's okay when I lose my phone because I can just ring it and then problem solved, except when it is on silent.But I lose at least one thing a day, well the word for it should be forget where I put it instead of lose because that's what I call lost really. It doesn't help that I tend to panic a lot when stuff goes missing. Eventually I find it, yes eventually be it two minutes,...

This girl right here, me if anybody is confused I am talking about me has ridiculously short legs, people who are four inches shorter than me have longer legs than me. I fit into jeans made for shorter people - kind of funny. I just look odd too because I have a baby face apparently, and I'm told I look adorable. So really I can't be cute and short, aw well I'm rare type of person.I'm 5.9, I know...

I just want to tell you that I love you Mibba. Currently I'm trying to keep my six year old cousin under control since who has had four glasses of coke while we are in a busy pub.It's not so glamorous but better than nothing, he's a real handful though.But this journal isn't about my cousin that much though, so back onto the topic now.Mibba has kept me sane, everytime I'm feeling really bad you...

Currently I'm down where my other cousins are living. And they had these neighbours who always decorated their house really well during Christmas and as we went the day after St. Stephen's Day and I saw no decorations.It was understandable because their youngest daughter had taken her own life back in May.I mean it's just so sad and I never see any life in that house like I used to. This girl was...

I got my hair done yesterday, I am so happy with it. I'm happy that my split ends are now gone. It's a real confidence booster for me, I'm feeling great. I took a load pictures of myself yesterday and today due to my hair. I received a few compliments on it, hair is a powerful thing. I'll stop now because I sound quite obsessive.The last few days have been great, except I haven't accomplished much...

I have to get my photo taken tomorrow, no way am I looked forward to it. I will end up looking stoned in the photograph, I only look alright when I take my own pictures. Wish me luck that I end looking like decent not a druggie.I'm afraid in some sense of life, I have a feeling I'm going to dig a bigger grave for myself. I'm not thinking in a very happy sense, a bit miserable in all honesty. I...

I have them, and I will try and do something about it in a bit after this journal. Ugh I hate hiccups, like why. And yes I have attempted the basics like holding my breath and such. Not only do I have hiccups, I have a cold and seriously cracked lips. Nearly everyone and their mother has a cold around me, it's December so usually people are prone to colds.It might snow soon, most likely I guess,...

Maybe I've outgrown Mibba, guys. I don't know maybe it's just me feeling bad. I'm just not sure anymore, I feel so unwanted, more than ever actually. Mibba is like another world and I actually felt wanted here, now I feel like I'm not wanted here. That I have no world I belong in.My advice is useless, I'm forgotten, my writing seems to not be as good as it was. Maybe it's in my head. I know Mibba...

Seriously the words flow really well, I write something at 3am, it's really good, in my opinion anyway. It's probably because I'm more emotional then in a bad way, I get upset easily around that time. Also apparently you think better at that time, apparently I'm not sure if that's correct information or not. I just heard that information from my sister awhile back.Anyway I'm fully awake, alive and...

Currently I'm studying Sylvia Plath and her poetry and my friend thinks that she's twisted and physiotic. It's because of the times she tried to commit suicide and her obsessive personality and her paranoia. Of course everyone has a right to their opinion but it saddens me how people laugh at her. My friend also says that she was terrible person. She had issues, that could of been handled better...

My day was fine today and yesterday. Yesterday I drew a little bird, I used to loving drawing from age of 3 - 15. I kind of began to dislike it, then I really disliked it and now I am getting back into it. It's a nice talent I have, I admit I'm good at drawing. So yes, drawing a bird was a big deal because I really enjoyed drawing it.I feel like I'm putting an effort into things, I have this sense...

Hey it's Eimear again, having a little pop in. Not much has happened with me but two injections, the one I got on Monday stills hurts.Some sad news came about, a girl in my school died in her sleep because she died in her sleep. Her best friend has lost her mother, he step mother and now her best friend and her funeral is on Friday.I miss Mibba like I've said before and I will be properly back in...

Oh no, I hate this, lack of being on Mibba. I have really missing in action and I apoligize a million times. I may be missing until December, mid December if we're being exact. I barely have time to go on the computer. I'm on this crappy phone, my orginal phone is gone to repairs.I am thankful for a phone and I have internet on it so I won't complain too much. Anyway guaranteed in December, I will...

It has over a week since I have graced my presence with the great Mibba people. I'm still alive in case anybody was wondering, probably not but whatever, it's all good. Low and behold I actually have plans for Halloween. I have quite a few which I'm pretty surprised about.I feel I have missed so much and I probably have, so tell me what is going on with Mibba. Anything wonderful and magical?I Have...

I was looking at pictures well my mom had stumbled upon pictures but whatever. There was this picture of me and my sister in our pyjamas, she was ten and I was nine. She was trying to pose and look cool and I was just grinning like a fool. My sister was such a skinny kid and I was chubby and had big ass cheeks. I still have this young face and them cheeks but my face is lot thinner.Anyway I could...

How is Mibba today? I am avoiding stuff at the moment and I'm annoyed a bit so I'm going to rant a bit.I don't like when people just are impolite and make people purposely awkward. Like when people on here certain users on here, they have to leave their journals alone, it gets to me unless the person is being so rude to you, it annoys me.Anyone on here can comment on public journals, they have...