Why does it have to be this hard?

I love him still, even though it's been almost a year. The bells, the whistles, fireworks, and lighs, the butterflies, and tears from goodbye. It's all still there. It's all still the same. I can't help it, though I wish it wasn't true. I love him, and it's all I can do.BUT....I have a boyfriend. Who is not that guy. I love him,I think. No, I do. He's amazing. Truly. He treats me better than...
July 28th, 2011 at 06:45pm

Quotes.

These are just a few of my favorite quotesComment with some of yours.Sticks and stones can break the bones when aimed with angry art, and words can sting like anything but silence breaks the heart.Speak your mind, even if your voice shakes.I love you is eight letters but so is bullshit.I'm a tear I've been here before, i know her perfumed fingers, I know the cold floor; every time you leave or...
March 22nd, 2011 at 06:49pm

Done With Games, Done With You.

I'm sick of him, I'm tired of his games. All he does is mess with my head, and play with my heart. I'm done listening to his words, I'm tired of falling apart. So, now I walk away, the tears choked back. I'm done here, and I wont be back.He says it's all my fault, and I did him wrong. What. Ever. I gave it my all I continued to try, and now I continue to fall. All this is, is another game, another...
February 10th, 2011 at 08:49am

IDEA!!!!!!! OMG I just had the greatest idea, comment swap?

So I was talking to another Mibba-er, and we had an idea. A great, amazing, wonderful IDEAok so every other site in the world has it, why can't we?SEARCH BARMOBILE SITEJust a couple little things that would make Mibba easier to use.I Don't have access to internet at home very often, so I'm "forced" to use my phone, and using the whole site via 3G internet is torture, and slow.....Not to mention...
February 5th, 2011 at 05:49pm

Lost inside my head

I;m lost inside my head today, and I can't find the path that leads out of these thoughts. Can't escape from your words, and everything that led to this place. Your actions sent me here, my words echo in my ears. I just wanted out and now here I am all alone in this place and I can't stand it.I can't get away from the image, the tears in your eyes, wishing it wasn't really time for our goodbye....
February 3rd, 2011 at 05:57am

Life is a game.

Life is a game. You play it all the time. You know you only have oneChance, one shot to get it right. You mess this time, and there isn't an undoor a restart button to push, there isn't a code to type in to get another life.Life is a game. We are all characters. In someone else's game world, pawns onthe board, waiting for our turn to be taken out. We continue our play, our turn,Changing our...
October 13th, 2010 at 10:34pm

If I could Relive one day....

To relive a day…If there was any day that I would want to relive, it would be the last time I ever talked to my Nanny.It was at the hospital, and we were just leaving. I was the last one out, and as I was closing the door, I looked back and smiled one last time before I turned to leave. As I’m closing the door, I heard her say “Shayne, just a second.”Looking at her, I say “Yes,...
October 8th, 2010 at 12:52am

Living Without His Arms

Ok, so I am almost done with chapter six for my story, Living Without His Arms.I'm glad I had two amazing friends to help me write it.THis chapter is longer than the others, and focuses on a part of the story that I'm not sure what to do with.Here's a glimpse of it:"I couldn’t decide who to look at, or where to stare to begin this, so I settled for watching my hands, twisting around each other,...
October 2nd, 2010 at 02:46am

questions and whoring

Ok, so I have some questions.1. Does whoring annoy you?2. Why?3. have you read any of my stuff?4. If so did you like it?5. if not, why not?Okay, so I have been writing this book, it's about high school, and the drama of a guy that never quite got over his ex that broke him. It's called Living Without His Arms.It IS based on a true story.....PLEASE READ IT!!6. Is there a poem, journal or story...
August 25th, 2010 at 09:12pm

READ THIS!!!!! (Whoring)

Okay so a thank you Is needed for the 11 people who read my other journal.I'm Hoping someone will take the hint and go read my story..... BUT doesn't look like it's my lucky day.... :'(I'm really looking for some help on it.1. Do I need more detail?2. is there too much?3.Do my characters talk too much?Come on people a little help?4. Should I even be bothered trying to get it out there? Does anyone...
August 25th, 2010 at 08:55pm

Thinking

I sit here thinking of you, dear, my tears still fall. My heart aches for you. so close yet so very far. i close my eyes, and your facefill my minds eye. Those tears once again sting my eyes, threatening, ever threatening to spill over. I miss you so.I look out at the day, grey and cloudy. It matches my mood so very well.I lay here at night staring at the picture of us. Thinking of when we were...
August 25th, 2010 at 07:09pm

Stories, whoring, questions and ideas

Ok so im writing this story, Called Living Without His Arms, and I need some ideas. I've written five chapters, and am working on two more, the story isn't even close to finishing, but I'm not sure how to go with the rest.Anyone wanna give me some ideas? They would be greatly appreciated!Questions:1. What would you like to see in the story?2.Who's your favorite band? Do they inspire you to...
August 25th, 2010 at 06:45pm

My Proposal

This is Before he proposed with the ring...... yes he proposed twice..... ^.^Honey: God baby i love you so much i will give up everything just to be with you just to have you go my arms baby you are my world my life my everything baby yoHoney: u are a part of me now and forever nothing will change that i will never leave you i cant im nothing without you i have nothing without you i love you baby...
August 9th, 2010 at 09:27pm

Nov 2008 these words are all I remember

I think back and ponder your words, they cut me now as they should have then. This pain I wish I couldn't feel, tearsthrough me again tonight. Did you not say we had the rest of forever in our hands together? Now you say you never thought us to last....I always heard you say you loved me, so why do u now say you only thought maybe one day you could?So I gave in, I asked you to tell me the small,...
June 11th, 2010 at 12:03am

"[i] Life sucks. Then you die. Yeah I should be so lucky..."[/i]

Why must life be so complicated? Why must love hurt so?I look into his eyes, remembering how happy we once were. See the love we still have shining there. I am wrapped in his arms, knowing I should be relaxed, comfortable, yet I'm edgy, restless. I long to run. Long to be gone, to hide from the world this persistent desire. I see Him. The one, my first love. My breath stops, my mouth goes dry. I...
June 10th, 2010 at 11:59pm

I love you. I just wanted you to know.

I sit here thinking of you, my dear, tears still fall. My heart ache for you; so close yet so very far. i close my eyes ans see your face, it fills my mind. Those tears once again sting in my eyes, threatening, ever threatening to spill. I miss you so.I look out at the day, Gray cloudy, threatening a sstorm. It matches to me so well.I lay at night staring at all that you hav left me with, a...
June 10th, 2010 at 11:53pm

Co-write anyone?

I've already started the story but I'm trying to add diff points of view...I'd like someone to do Lynns pov. She's supposedto be kinda shy, unsure of herself, she's into the scene type of dressing. She's a sax player inthe band. Addicted to texting, typical teenager. She has three younger sibs. Military dad and health freak mom. And they don't understand her.Anyone up to helping Me? I'd greatly...
June 9th, 2010 at 11:24pm

HELP!!! I'm so confused.

Okay So I I just read the "update" about the 'new' BB codes.And Iove that we have new ones. I didn't know we had old ones.Butthe problem is, I don't know how to use them.New or old.I just don't get it.So could some one explain it to me?Please?I'm really not much of a computer person, so all this fancy stuff that I would usually do with the click of a button on my word program, I have to use some...
June 8th, 2010 at 03:39am

READ THIS!!!! (Living without his arms (whoring))

Okay so a thank you Is needed for the 13 people who read my other journal.And a big thanks to the ONE of the people that went on to read my story.I'm really looking for some help on it.1. Do I need more detail?2. is there too much?3.Do my characters talk too much?Come on people a little help?4. Should I even be bothered trying to get it out there? Does anyone really care or am I ranting to...
June 5th, 2010 at 06:45pm

O-M-F- G READ THIS!!!!! (whoring)

Okay so I finally updated my book. Book has been up dated please check it out!!!Want a sneak peak, to see what happens? Huh? Huh? Huh? Do ya? Lol well read on and I'll give you one. Hey you have to keep reading yeah come one keep reading. Here ya go. Next line. Okay maybe this next one. Lol okay here it is. """""Sooner than she'd planned, huh. Well were you ever going to tell me she PLANNED...
June 5th, 2010 at 05:47pm