Journal #3 Lets talk about my so-called-friend

Amanda.She was my best friend in 2nd grade, and we sort of lost our friendship in freshman year, which is now.She bitches at me, and I try to be reasonable but add some bitch as I talk to her back.Like she whined about how her mom hated her. I told her that her mom didn't hate her, and if she did, she would've had you aborted, or not clothed, fed, and sheltered her. She didn't believe me and just...
September 28th, 2011 at 04:44am

#2 Journal I'm not good enough.

His name was Ryan.I honestly thought that maybe once I started actually hanging out with him, everything would be okay, you know? After the horrible breakup with Nick, I thought I was all better.I wasn't.I'm still the same little insecure girl thats inside of me.Now that I'm caught up on Ryan, I have no idea what to think. When I'm with him, all I want to do is talk to him about Homecoming. Or...
September 18th, 2011 at 06:18am

#1 Journal of My Weight

I pulled the anorexic act a year before. It was so easy once I got the hang of it. I remembered weighing myself as an 8th grader, going from 145 pounds, easily slimming down to 135 just by not eating lunch for a couple of weeks. Who wouldn't be ecstatic?Then summer came and fucked it all up. I'm back to 140.My best friend Brandon came up to me and my locker on the end of Friday, the first Friday...
September 12th, 2011 at 05:45am

About the Gays (and why they're good)

I'm not gay. I'm not lesbian. I'm not bisexual. I'm not transgender.But I'd rather much be one of them than a homophobe.Open your damn eyes. Homosexuality is not a sin, it is not a choice, and it's defiantly not wrong. They are one of us, the normal people you could say.Since were talking about the word normal, let me lecture you about it.What truly is normal? Normal could be straight. Normal...
August 16th, 2011 at 06:32am