2:56 AM

I love him. He loves her.I guess that's how a lot of this writing starts right?The way that I feel when his name shows up on my phone is the same way that he feels when her name shows up on his.One of the cruelest parts is that our names rhyme.But two letters make a world of difference to him.The time I spend thinking about what we could do next time we hang out is the same time he uses to plan...
July 13th, 2014 at 08:57am

I Know I'm Not The Only One Who Feels Like This But...

I always tell people.That they are beautiful.But I don't see myself as beautiful.I look at other people and wonder how they could possibly dislike themselves.They are beautiful.I look at myself...Eww.I claw at my fat and I wish I could just cut it all off.I wish I could be pretty.But not even makeup can make me pretty.I want to look in the mirror and not feel like crying.Just for once.To know what...
May 29th, 2011 at 06:23am

Anyone Ever Feel Like This?

I hate shopping.Especially with these new scars I have to hide.So many pairs of shorts had to be turned down, because they wouldn't cover all my scars.And everything I tried on...Was disgusting.What I saw in the mirror...Was hideous.My legs.My arms.My face.My hands.All of them.Hideous.Disgusting.Cute pair of white shorts with blue pinstripes.Size 13.Oh my god. Look at you... You're so fat. Size...
April 10th, 2011 at 03:45am

Beautiful.

Why can basically no girl see that they are beautiful?Is it because they think it would be prideful if they did?Or is it because society has told them they aren't?It hurts to hear a girl who is beautifulTell you that she makes herself throw up.Everyone says it's not a big deal.That it's just a teenage girl fad.It's not. It's real.It hurts.Especially when that beautiful girl is one of your closest...
April 5th, 2011 at 03:19am