You're back to your old ways.Why can't you just leave me alone?Just choose that's all there is to it.I don't need this.I don't need you to be happy.All I need is for you to keep a good distance.I miss this feeling but it wasn't like this.Why are you so complicated?Do you even care about me?Am I just your toy?Am I just a last resort?Because that is what it sure feels like.I miss us.I miss your...

~And I'd give up forever to touch youCause I know that you feel me somehowYou're the closest to heaven that I'll ever beAnd I don't want to go home right now~Today was my first day of school. There are many things to be said about school I would think but there is one thing that I had on my mind and that was this guy. If you read my previous journal then you know what my goal was with him and well...

Love of mine some day you will die, But I'll be close behind. I'll follow you into the dark. No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white.This is the start of my Sophomore year and I feel I need to start it with a journal. I think starting the year off with writing means I'll still cherish it as much as I do now until the end of the year. To be honest I think this year won't be my favorite but...

Nothing has made me want to cry more! I miss my teachers, my friends, and the place in general. I've never felt more out of place... I hate the people I hate the small campus and I hate the way things are going. SJEA [old school] was a home to me I had been there since kindergarden... I want it all back!The people here scare me and some even think I'm mean...;[ I'm not mean.... The only thing...

Well better late than never, no? Most kids dont want to hand it over and others can't wait to, Summer Solitude. Many kids are forced to sit through Summer school while their buddies get to kick it by the pool.There is only one thing holding me back from handing my solitude over and thats foreign territory, high school. I'll be a freshman and frankly I'm horrified ;___; Maybe I'll be dragged into...

Today the average teen will watch MTV which used to be music videos 23 hours everyday then they would play an hour of a show. Now you hardly see music and its nothing but fake reality shows. Yes, fake 'real'ity shows. There is nothing real about finding love through partying in the sluttiest dress you can find.What happened to all the old fashion things in life? I mean now a days in order to be...