It;s kind of sad when people you've known since primary school are now obcest with partying, getting drunk and having sex. Either that or i'm imature for not wanting to get shit-faced and end up rooting some random..o.0wow I really should be studying for exams..but I can't be bothered. I wish I could go back to Kindergarten for a hoilday and not have to deal with freind troubles, school troubles...

can I just fucking not feel so crap for once. Can I please life the rest of my life not feeling this. I hate trying to hide it. Sometimes I don't know how to get through the next hour let alone the rest of my life. Erugh, Journal rants. But I'm puting this down overwise I fear i'll explode. Warning: May cause you think I'm crazy. Go join the rest of them. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK. It's not fair. One in...

I had another Zombie dream. That's like the fifth this week *shudder* it sound really stupid, like something a three year old would dream about but the ones i've been having are so scary and real. Zombies fasinate me but also scare the shite out of me. I guess because if there was a real Zompocalipse it would be the end of everything, no more comphortable routine. You would either be turned into a...

yes why? When I don't want one there in abundance. Now I need one theres no one I can hug without it being wierd.In other news...Im bored. *Whinge* how is everyone?*wireless hug to everyone...*hm Today was friday. I don't like fridays *shock*I have major writters block. damnit.Night.

"i'm not worth it" am I? Well fuck you and as for the fun game of "ignoring Maddie" yeah hell fun. I guess all I can take away from this are who my real Friends are. My relationship with the certin people concerned is strictly professional. This can't be fixed, if it can be its gonna take a while. It hurt bad and I don't know what I've done to deserve this. treat me like a human treat US like...

Hey Please if you get time and feel like it read the introduction to my story "Red Skies" because I want to know if its worth continuing :)Argh i've been eaten alive by Mosquito's and am dying of itchyness, does anyone know anything good to stop the itching because I've scrached to the point of bleeding and STILL it itches....XOX hope your all having a good day/night depending on where you are.

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