flyer.

I AM

I am

A pessimistic dreamer

I deny my dreams

To deny the heartbreak

Of them not coming true

I am

Long, curly, sun dipped locks

Deep, jade tinted chocolate spheres

Framed by jet black, fluttering eyelashes

A pair of deep blue skinny jeans

Shiny new flip flops

Flowy scarf

Hint of allure

Sparkle of a chain

Hidden in the creases

Of a t-shirt

Splashed with vivid

Shades of the world

I am

Someone who only knows how to fall out of love

By loving another

My heart

Is constantly chasing someone

Or picking up the shattered remnants

Of a lost race

I am

A sister

To a adorable

Devilish

Little girl

A friend

To the most random people

You'll ever meet

With them

I fit

Linked by the fact

That we're all different

I am

A carrier

Buried in my memories

Lie my religion's collective past

I stand witness

For those who cannot

I weep

For those that are gone

And I remember

I am hate

For one man who engineered the thing

That took half of my family

My heritage

Away from me

In the concentration camps

I am a Jew

I am

A wanderer

Six homes

2 countries

Three states

Seven schools

Eight best friends

Five left behind

One gone

And two still here

I am a moment

A smile

From him to me

A frown

From the boy

Behind me

He is chasing..one who chases another

I am

An apology to that boy

A wish

That I felt the way about him

That he feels about me

I would be happier..

But I

Don't control who I fall for

I am confusion

From boys

From school

From life

I want to understand

Everything

Impatience

Anxiety

Irrational fears

Suffocate me

I would rather be disappointed

Then be left waiting

Who am I?

I can describe it to you all day

I can tell you that my favorite color's red

That I'm addicted to my iTouch

That I hate math, and think it should be abolished

I can tell you that I speak sarcasm

But at the end of it..all you’ll know are a few

Disjointed

Small pieces

Because that

Is all I know

Of who I am

And I’m OK with that

Life is a discovery

A discovery of who we are

In relation to others

In relation to the Earth

In relation to ourselves

I am

Me

Take it or leave it

Because it’s all I’m ever going to be

It’s all I’m ever going to want to be

Even if I don’t know quite who I am

Who I will be

I know enough..to know that it’s worth holding on to

And I won't give it up for anything

Anyone