Sooo, I'm starting to realize that a lot of the stuff I've been writing about in my journals have been sad and depressing....I think it's kind of silly of me to only feel the need to write in my journal when I'm feeling bad about life. So that's why I'm writing this right now! Because right now, I couldn't be happier. I don't think I've ever been this happy in my life, and it honestly feels really...

All life must come to an end and I honestly think my time has finally arrived. People say that life is a very precious thing. I couldn't agree more. Life is so precious that it shouldn't be wasted on someone like me who always screws everything up. I can't do anything right anymore and everyone hates me. I can't do anything without hurting someone, and that's really starting to bother me. The only...

Well, it seems like every single time life starts to treat me well, things start to go wrong. I don't even know why I'm writing this. I guess I'm just trying to get rid of all of these emotions that are so overwhelming. I really hope people don't read this is feel sympathetic for me becuase I really hate sympathy. If you're going to care about someone you should care about them all the time, not...