it hurt me most wen I seen them together. It really broke ma heart. The knot n ma stomach grew over dat limit..i know I told my self I wouldn't cry wen I seen him but I did. I loved him nd now it all shot out da door. I realized I'm holding on wat I thought was real. Ah..i pray to god I get threw this.maybe it's time to give ryan dat chance. I mean I'll try. I don't know any more. I just feel like...

There are so many things that I have destoyed. I wanted to be single because I was afraid to be committed to someone. I purposely lied to friend so that way I wouldn't have any connections to my last boyfriend. I know that was stupid but I knew that was the only way that he would be able to move on. At least I he was the one that was happy.Lieing doesn't get you any where but to a place you didn't...

The things i have now are great.i feel perfectly ok. I have a weird life so far.When guys come to me they think that im a piece of meat.im not. True my body wants them but i noe that they r all wrong.im waiting now.im waiting till i noe im safe.i want to live.i want to have a life.I love.I lust.I think.I pray.I hope.I dance.I sing.All these things i do to keep ma mind sane.I want to noe that he is...

Man I hate things. my boyfriend and I r not so good. everyone thinks we r ok., but things aren't really. I think that things maybe changing with me and him. but i'm not to sure any more. im hurting but im not sure from wat exactly. Im just hurting inside and i need help. I want to make things work but im unsure of how to make it work. im i wrong for feeling like this. am i just a bitch for this or...

I really wanted to cry yesterday badly, but I didn't. I felt like screaming because of ma UNCLE. He doesn't even really care. He fucking stupid bitch of a girlfriend didn't even let him talk to me. I hated them both for that. Well get this her daughter got all pissed off because my grandmother didn't leave her any money to spend. :'( I told her I didn't care, and it's because she wasn't her...

I keep on having these weird dreams that I can see her. I wish this was true. Oh, how I wish it was true. I could talk to her once more. To tell her that I love her more, and hold her in my arms and not let go. I now know that she is in a better place. I know she is okay. I still love her with all my soul. THey still tell me that I'm selfish because I wanted her back. I do know that is selfish,...