It’s funny that I have to talk to basically myself to get my feeling out. My worries and fears, I don’t want to have people hate me; think I’m an attention seeker, weak or whiney.I’m really upset lately, not that I show it. I worry about my grandad too much, to scared that I’m going to wake up in the morning and hear that he has past, too scared that he wont make it to see me graduate....

Have you ever been paranoid that everyone is talking about you, judging you even when they do know you? Every time you hear someone laugh, you can help but wonder if it’s because of you? You hear someone whisper and wonder if they are saying something about you? Not knowing where you fit or whom you can talk to because you don’t want to sound crazy, or attention deprived, you don’t want to...

No one truly wants you to be honest, they just want a lie that is good enough and believable enough to pass as the true. Becauae see unless you can successfully pull of a lie and not get caught the you're SCREWED whether you're honest or not.If you're honest you upset people or piss them off. Even after them saying they want you to be completely honest they still crack the shits with you because...

Sometimes I wish I could stop living in the shadow of my own fear and express my thoughts and feelings. But I can't, the fear if loosing someone because I said the wrong things or screwing up something over powers the desperation to embrace the light and say what I need too.Some may day this is stupid, but if you think about it, although it may be irrational to fear this, it is completely...

Have you every felt like you had reach you limit, like you can't handle anymore and if something else id added you're whole world with crumble down to nothing but rubble at you feet?Well right now that's kind of how I feel, but I feel like everyone is moving forward with their lives and I'm stuck at a cross roads trying to choose which way to go. But I can't make a choice because I'm scared of the...

You never know how long you will have with your family, every moment you spend with them could be your last Sometimes we take fro granted the time we are given to cherish those who love us. Family isn’t just those who share the same blood as you, Family is people you care about, you are close to and that love you.I've taken fragranced the time I have had to spend with someone who I love greatly...

Love isn't finding someone who is perfect or meets every characteristic in the list of high expectations most love story create. No love is not finding what society would call your soul mate, or finding someone that makes everyone jealous.See, love is finding someone that makes your heart skip a beat, or sends the butterflies in your stomach into overdrive, someone who invades every thought and...

Brooklyn Leigh Dawson has gotten herself in a life threatening situation when she is screwed over selling drugs for Raph; one of the most wanted and most dangerous drug dealers in the state. Not wanting to stick around and find out if Raph has a forgiving side, she bolts and finds herself running to the only place she has ever felt safe; Matthew, her older brother.I know it's a little different...

Oh My Gosh I am so excited to write at the moment. The next few chapters will be amazing ^.^ Even if i do say so myself.Questions:1. Who saw that coming?2. WHat do you think of Emily's comment about Cooper?3. How do you think Stephanie should tell Cooper?4. Anyone want to guess how he will react?5. How far along do you think the girls are?6. It may be to early to ask but who wants to guess gender?...

I know it's short but i didn't want to put to much into this chapter because the next chapter is going to be rather long and filled. Maybe i should have put more in this chapter... Oh well Look out for the next chapter it will be up in the next week.No questions today, but i would love to hear your comments and opinions??OH annnnnd i posted the first chapter to my new story, please give it a read...

MERRY CHRISTMAS, I know it's a day late but it's still a chapter :) i was going to post it yesterday but i got busy seeing the family. so it's up today :)I don't really have that many questions today, in to much of a good mood to bombard you with them but i do have these ones:1. Who is happy for Jack and Steph?2. How do you think Cooper will react?3. Who wants to see Alex and April engaged?4. Do...

Oh my gosh, I'm so excited ^.^ Are you excited? i am. :Di haven't got a lot to say this chapter so I'm going straight to the questions :) ;1. ARE YOU EXCITED?2. Who like the idea April has come up with?3. Do you think Jack should ask her dad for permission before he actually does it?4. What do you think of the whole grandmothers ring idea?5. Do you think Steph is going to get suspicious?6. How do...

Hey guys, sorry it has been a little hectic lately but i hope you like this chapter. i am half way through the next one and it has a surprise :D but hopeful, as long as everyone in my family leaves me along tomorrow, there will be two chapters to make up for the wait. So that being said, down to the questions.1. Opinions of Marco?2. Do you see Holly falling for Zack? Yes, no?3. Holly and Zack?4....

New ATL Video, Time Bomb :DWould be muchly appreciated if you check these guys out, they are verry talented :)Kay so yeah, new chapter as promised, sorry for the mistakes i will go through it tomorrow and edit them. So it doesn't look like this story will be done by December seeing as the 1st is tomorrow but hopefully it will be finished by the new year.Who like the Zack point of view? This is a...

I knowwww. Im sorry. I had to get school work finished and completed in all my classes, but the good news is i dont have school for like 2 months so my updates WILL be wayyy more regular. But again sorrrrrrry. i tried to get some writing done but i didnt realise how much work i had left. I did however get editing done, sorry to those of you who were getting frustrated with my bad spelling and...

Isnt "home" suppose to be the one place you feel safe and happy all the time? Isnt family suppose to be those who cheer up up when you are down?So what happens when being at home upsets you because your family are constantly arguing, why is it the ones who are suppose to protect you from hurt are the ones making you hurt?What do you do then? What do you do when you are stuck at home miserable and...

D: Sorry guys i was suppose to update last Sunday, but i completely got side tracked, so sorrry. But to hopefully make up for it this chapter is Ionger then they normally are. this journal isn't going to be like super long because i don't really have a lot to say today. but hopefully you read it anyway.Quick question before i get into the questions for the chapter, What is your favorite ATL song...

As promised, a chapter in the point of view of Emily. Is she adorable?So this chapter didnt turn out as good as I would have liked but I think it is pretty good. I like that you guys get an insight into Emily's head and I have decided there will be a few more chapters in both Cooper and Emily's P.O.V, maybe ever one from Alex or April depending on just where this story goes.I have also decided...

Sorry guys I've been distracted lately. If you get tired of waiting feel free to message me or comment and tell me to hurry up :PThere aren't a lot of questions today but the next chapter will probably from Emily's Point of View or maybe Cooper i haven't quite decided yet.Who is proud of Stephanie?Who thinks Stephanie is going crazy?What do you think about Jack? who loves him for being him?Should...

Another update ^.^ YAY im staying on track *Claps*Anyway, thank you for your comments. means a lot, i know i awlays say that but it does, our comments help me decide where i am going with this story. I love hearing you opinions and suggestions and i do try to wok them into the chapters and the current plot in my head and so far i think i have done that.So down to the questions, i know i know i had...