Okay so I just experienced my mom telling me in the harshest way possible that I need to get my shit together and put my butt in gear because I am not trying my hardest.And she's right, I'm not trying my hardest, I make excuses and I am lazy, I agree completely. But it's so hard to try my hardest.I always feel like I'm trapped or caged by my own self. I don't know how to shake the feeling.I don't...

Warning: This is just me ranting to no one in particular...I don't understand. I don't know what's wrong with me.I'm always told how great of a person I am (and I say this modestly), but how the hell is it that I don't ever get asked out, I don't get to take part in a relationship, and I always get rejected?!I've been told I'm really nice, I'm sweet, I'm kind. What. The. Hell.I try to be nice,...

I can't believe it, I'm officially addicted to pouring my problems out to whomever stumbles across this lousy piece of junk that I write. Most of the time, everything I write that I feel I need to vent out to my friends doesn't get read... I'm shocked.Truly, I'm shocked that I get so many replies.Anyway, I'm on to the main point of this journal entry; so pretend I'm starting over:So, I've been...

I am so freaking angry, two days ago, I sat at the computer all day long, all freaking day, trying to focus on this update for my Adam Lazzara story and finally about 11:30 at night, I am able to focus on the story because I'm just like, "Well, I want to post before I go to bed, so people can read my story from the morning on and I'll check my comments later tomorrow night and update again, if I...

So I'm 18... I'm in college, and I am officially ready to kick off my college years with fabulous fun! But there's a problem... Well, actually, there's many problems...A.) I go to a Community college, no dorm buddies in sight to help me out.B.) I went to a high school where I hated pretty much everyone and I had almost nothing in common with anyone I actually did like...So, my social life is a...