All day i’ve felt like I’m suffocating.- And maybe I should’ve expected that whenever I woke up from one of those dreams where I feel like I’m falling and I wake up having to catch my breath.I keep having black dreams. And don’t tell me I’m not actually dreaming, because I am. It’s like I’m walking in just black light. And I’m not sure, but it’s like I never really get to where...

We only got two months together and then now you’re moving. Maybe I’m bad luck. I love you. And you make everything feel real, so real that it hurts and i feel like my whole body is burning from the inside out. But I like it because i’m not numb, I know I’m alive.We have plans made out. A year from the February 22nd coming up, you’re moving back. And I cannot wait for that day. I could...

I feel so alone. I’m so lonesome.I don’t know what to do with myself anymore.I went to counseling yesterday. I told her. About my eating.She said how I think of food and how I act about it sounds like an eating disorder. And i wanted to cry because I keep denying that.She told me and my mother that It’s required I find a nutritionist/dietitian.I am so upset about it. Because what if they...