What do you do if you have almost 50 people who like or love you more than a friend?

This is like so annoying!!! I have this thing I call "The List", original I know. Only like 3 people know about it and they're my closest friends. On this list there are girls and guys that like or love me more than a friend, I like some of them back. Yet, I am about to be dating this really awesome guy who I will be seeing every day at school and will actually be able to hang with. I call him...
August 4th, 2010 at 08:18pm

It was supposed to be one of my songs...

The way he looks at me can make me blush.The way he kisses me can make my heart fly. He makes me so alive..He makes me feel like somebody.Oh I think this time I'm in love for sure.I think I can finally be free...He says he loves me and Isay I love you too..He smiles at me I smile back..Could this finally be real? Is it true or just another heartbreak in my life?It seems as if it's serously there...
June 20th, 2010 at 11:19pm

Finally Beginning To Feel Free (Advice Entry)

Life is finally getting better like my friends said it would.*Reuniting with old friends.*Singing finally improved.I finally feel free of life's traps, at least for now.This day has been great.Life may suck at times, but you have to deal with it.The master rollercoaster that goes up and down so suddenly...It confuses most it makes them ask, "Why me? Will life ever get better?"The answer to that...
June 20th, 2010 at 11:18pm

Two short entries together.

Salud to those who have lied.Cheers to those who've hit someone.Congrats to those who have broken someone's hopes, dreams, and heart.Congrats to those who we believed were our best friends and backstabbed us!I hope all you losers, cowards, and jerks go to hell for the permanent damage you've...
June 20th, 2010 at 11:17pm

My Thoughts from 1-11-10 to 1-13-10.

Many times I've tried to make myself realize the truth...but it wasn't until now I am beginning to see it.Life will never be fair, not everyone will accept your flaws, not every guy is perfect, and nothing in life itself is perfect.The only thing keeping me alive is my friendship with the few of them, my unexpected relatonship with him, and my trust in god as well as those closest to me.I will...
June 20th, 2010 at 11:15pm