Lifetimes have passed since we've talked lastIt's been a wild journey,And here I am still.Reflections have shatteredRepaired and shatteredShattered piece by pieceBut here I am still.So much has changedYet so much remains the sameI'm older now,Richer in stories and experienceSo many lessons,Now comes the time to connectTo connect the dotsFrom the stories and the lessonsTo sharpen the toolsThe tools...

A failed attempt at a normal life. Left to dream the dreams of yesterday. Caught up in the neuse they tied for you; a neuse of words, thoughts and pure attitudes. As tears roll down your face, in self pity, you ask yourself "Why me?" ... Let me tell you "Why you". You are a victim of fate, Nothing less- Nothing more. You helped them kill you with your insecurities and your fears. You gave into the...

What's the worth? Of simply ending it all... of taking the life that I have been gifted to have. To strive over and over again, trying to get what I want, only to end in my dismay. The bright and glorious colors of the world that surrounds me contrasts with the gray and black color that belongs to my heart. The longing for a new fresh beginning that will never come, and the start of a new life...

So... I have been in denial for a pretty long time because I didn't understand why life sucked so much for some people and why other people just had their life handed to them on a silver platter. I finally get it. So it says somewhere in the bible that all people were created equally in the eyes of God and I have my own little theory of what it means and how it applies. I realize now that all men...

Well It has been almost a month since I left summer camp in which I staffed at for a month and a half. I really miss it Dx. I miss being away from home and away from my family and the drama at my high school. I miss enjoying the freedom that I never had experienced before this summer. Although at first, being away from home was very new and frightening at times, but the longer I was there, the...

Have you ever had it, where you are in an amazing mood and you are driving down the road or out walking and you decide you want to express your happiness and wave to someone and smile at them? Well I do this a lot... wanna know the response I get? I get scowls and dirty looks. You know what. Screw you downers, I am tired of dealing with people that like to drag down other people because they are...

Well, I don't quite know what I am going to do over the next few weeks as I am done with school now.... and I am pretty pumped about it =) Right now I am in my public library vegetating on a Coca Cola Slushy from the gas station O.o. And I am loving every bit of it =).I am probably going to do a lot of reading over my break so that should be fun =). I will probably do a lot of poem writing of how...

Interesting to say the least. I have been trying to teach myself the piano since around June. I am not very commited to it but hey. Its one of those things XP. What I have done so far to learn songs is go on youtube and type in "song" tutorial. lol. So far I have learned a couple pretty awesome songs on the piano just by doing that. Apologize by one republic...

Last night I realized how much I have trusted people and I realized that I need to put all of my trust into God and not people anymore. People have been proven to fail. My recent story is this; An ex friend of mine tore apart my life and my soul. Last year the same thing happened and her and another one of her friends ganged up against me and tore me apart. They said I was too sad after my Grandma...