Yup. The world is mediocre. Not that I'm a pessimist all the time, you got me wrong. Its just stupid so stupid how some people don't think much better of others so abuse them and destroy anything and everything that gives them hope...but then what am I talking about? The world is a toilet and everyone is guilty of sh*tting on it. Its just my perception of things. Maybe you won't like it but its...

I now have somewhere to live. I'm surprised and maybe narrarating too much. Must be the drugs in my system barely wearing off. I don't know and some days I'm not sure. Everything gets complicated and I can't understand it. I try for the best and expect the worst at this point but at least I'm not cold and starving on the streets. I believe I have grown from who I used to be to who I am now. I...

So I've been homeless since the last week of last year. I've been living in a park, taking showers at a friend's house or at a shelter. It really isn't that bad. My bestfriend and I are bums, sophisticated bums that take showers and live on the street. We have a plan to live on the street until we've saved up enough money for a single apartment. So far we've adapted fairly well to this nomadic...

Well someone wanted to fuck with me today sick with it. Just know whoever you are. You're going to hell. That's all I have to say, My mind is made up. Life officially sucks. I'm going to die young and I don't want you to feel sorry for me. If anything laugh at my funeral. Celebrate. Make sure you laugh when I die. Because the show will be good and maybe I am not typing in correct grammar right now...

Okay, watch all this effort I'm going to put into writing the mediocrity of my day and my thoughts on current events. I don't watch TV. I don't believe TV is a necessity I believe its a desire and so I have split life in half. Desires and needs. Just writing this is putting effort into something I believe close to no one reads but eh, they are better off not doing so. Anyway, so I have become mind...

Okay, I hate that stereotype that gets thrown around alot here. POETRY IS NOT ALL SAD AND GLOOMY. Poetry can be funny, weird and downright nasty ;]. I hate it. No I am not begging for comments-I'm just requesting some feedback and I thought this was what Mibba was for, right? Or am I wrong yet again? Nah, I won't write sad slit your writs poems. I would much rather write about hookers and...

Duh. Well I have to say I can't help but try to think straight at the moment. Life has turned unexpectedly into a bunch of mediocrity. Yup. Looking down just seems like the best idea. So I'm-ma do it. Marijuana is legal you know that right? That means we have sunk our political state of minds into a bunch of pothead aristocrats. Well at least to me, its what it sounds like. Not that I'm not happy...

Okay, so the title of my journal might be a little too misleading for the external audience but I think its finally happened...I'm infatuated with a human. -shock- The most surprising thing is I don't feel guilty about it no matter how young he might be. <.< He's 18 and I'm 21. I feel like a cougar...yep I officially rob cradles. -.- I think I deserve this though, I deserve some happiness...

Well I might have mislead some people with the title of my not so modest journal. Yeah you can go ahead and click the back arrow its nothing that anyone here would find interesting and if you've bothered to read this far into it I greatly appreciate it. So I have to say something because I've been quiet, depressed, small and not myself for too long: Fuck you world. My heart isn't broken, I've got...

I'm not sure why maybe its because I had enough. I hadn't thought about cutting my own neck in 3 years. I have a 3 week old baby at home and well the thought of leaving her behind made me stumble at least but I couldn't take it anymore. My mind got tired. I'm not the kind of person that asks for help. I'm more independant than that but I reached my limit. I was harassed by my baby's father's...

Something I saw on TMZ made me think today. You might have seen it too. Okay, so I believe that the things that were funny before Michael Jackson died about MJ are still funny and no amount of "Oh that's not nice or that's not rights" is going to make me stop laughing because honestly? I was never a big fan. His music did not inspire me nor did anything he ever did in his entire artistic life. All...

I will label you and no you can't stop me, you can label me but the difference is I don't care. First off I would like to say this: I don't care what kind of emotional state you're in, I really don't because when I have to say something I'm going to say it and its not going to matter to me how it sounds to you. Capiche? OK, cool. Anyway, I dislike people who whine and live in a better situation...

I never like to say a band sucks without having listened to them and formed my own opinion of why it is their sound just makes me sad for modern music. Green Day for example is not a good band. This is my opinion. Green Day really sucks yes I'm being immature about this but I'm going to say why I think they suck to me, okay? I think they suck because they've made an empire out of feeding really...

We didn't stumble upon it by accident. I won't bullshit. My best friend and I are curious people and don't mind watching gross things to see just how much we can withstand without wanting to puke. Yes, we're both girls but we're weird girls. What I saw made me ashamed to be part of the human race. I cannot fathom why anyone would want to have sex with a horse, especially if the animal doesn't know...

Tonight Pink inspired me to make a list of all the reasons why you're not the "one" for me. This is for you and you won't read it but it doesn't matter because at least everyday I can look at it and remind myself why its best that we aren't together anymore.1. I could never be honest with you.2. I was a giant Phoenix in a cage as big as a yellow canary.3. You made me cry more than smile.4. You...

One thing that bugs me about the female gender is their inability to prioritize right at times. When guys get involved in our lives some of us forget about our friends and because this guy tells us sweet things and says he'll be there we believe it and forget that maybe just maybe those are empty promises. Why do we do this to each other? Why do we let this happen? My best friend, she's like a...

I have this thing that really bugs me and it might just be gas that's stuck there in my stomach but either way I'm going to interpret it as a rant. I'm here to talk today about those people I have no problem insulting. I don't respect you if you are of age to work, not disabled and physically fit but still manage to mooch off of everyone around you. I honestly do not have any qualms about telling...

I am no longer the stupid girl that dreams of happy endings and once in a life time loves. My experiences with love have taught me one thing: You could give yourself entirely to a person and yet you'll still get hurt. I think I was born far before my time. I'm the optimist living in a pessimist society full of self pity and un-appreciation. I've decided I'm done being a prisoner to love and the...

First off I'd like to commence this entry by pointing out one of my very big pet peeves: Submissive girls. I dislike it when perfectly independent girls get into relationships because there is a big chance said girls will turn submissive in order to please the opposite sex and or pamper their ego because they might offend easily. This makes me mad because it shouldn't be that way, girls should...

Look, I know I haven't been here too long or whatever and that's okay because its the Internet and people come and go depending on their economic situation about whether or not they can afford online access so I won't try to be too preachy. So the point of this whole thing is; Internet safety. This is a topic that really irks me. I've been on this web-site's chat and I'm aware that there are...