I had a horrible night last night. After what my mom told me I had to get out of the house. At least until everyone went to sleep. So I grabbed my cigarettes, my phone, and my bag and left for a nearby park. It was about 11, the park was really dark but I found these benches underneath a light. I smoked 4 cigarettes while trying to get a hold of anyone who I could at least talk to. I felt s alone...