Please, this journal is for a specific person only.

I suppose this'll be a bit like yours, this is what went through my head last night. This is not meant to make you feel guilty. This is just to make you understand.That night when you said i couldn't help you anymore tore me apart. I suppose you're right, i can't really help anyone anymore. I just wanted to make you happy, i just wanted for your problems to melt away. I suppose that could never...
February 13th, 2007 at 11:05am

take the pain away from me

Ok, i said to myself i wasn't going to talk about Manchester yesturday but i am.That was one of the worst days of my life.First of all, my friends ran off without me. They said they warned me that they were going, but shouting "gay [censored]" in the middle of HMV is NOT telling me where you're going. they were talking about it the whole day. Second of all, making me feel totally rejected by...
January 28th, 2007 at 08:19pm

I want to hate you half as much as i hate myself.

Hey guys.Having a bit of a crisis. My friend has got depression aswell and i'm not sure i can handle it. I don't want to be selfish and not help him but i can barely help myself.What should i do? I don't know, i'm breaking down ;_;
January 19th, 2007 at 06:51pm