I come home in the morning light

Date: 8th August, 2011.
Hearing: The television.
Feeling: Happy.
Doing: editing this layout whilst watching Come Dine With Me.
Thinking:The most painful thing is seeing you act like everything is okay. It's not okay and you know that. If it was okay you wouldn't smile so much. You wouldn't pretend to not feel any pain. But by actually doing that the pain doubles and what you actually feel inside will gradually get worse, then you'll suffer more.

“Life is like a box of crayons. Most people are the 8-color boxes, but what you're really looking for are the 64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back. I fancy myself to be a 64-color box, though I've got a few missing. It's ok though, because I've got some more vibrant colors like periwinkle at my disposal. I have a bit of a problem though in that I can only meet the 8-color boxes. Does anyone else have that problem? I mean there are so many different colors of life, of feeling, of articulation.. so when I meet someone who's an 8-color type.. I'm like, "hey girl, magenta!" and she's like, "oh, you mean purple!" and she goes off on her purple thing, and I'm like, "no - I want magenta!"” - John Mayer.

7th September, 2011.
I've been away for a while. This update is basically just to say, I'm back ;)

Click : Deathbat Princess | Jepha Cakes. | Crookshanks

2nd August, 2011.
I've been so busy lately with family drama, boy drama, friend drama. I haven't had chance to do anything, layout requests, story updates, role-play updates. It's driving me crazy! I haven't even had to chance to write my entry for any of the contestes I'm enterered in. I think I'm entered in like 5 D: I'm going to the beach tomorrow so I wont be able to update then. do you ever have any trouble when you've got too much going on? How do you handle it? I think I'm going to do my layout requests today then finish writing my chapter for the group story I'm in. Over the weekend I'll probably do my contest entries then hopefully I'll be free for a while ^.^

30th July, 2011.
Technically it's the 31st today because its three in the morning, hehe. So, I've just got back from work and I was just wondering, how do you know when your in love? I'm in a sticky situation /: Basically, I work in a bar and theres this guy that I use to really like and we kissed a few times and we were quite close, until he started seeing another girl behind my back, but now, I'm falling for his brother. Yup, I know I'm stupid, but I can't help it. Have you ever loved someone you know you shouldnt? Tell me about your love life :} I'm a sucker for romance but I tend to like drama more D: I know, awkward.

24th July, 2011.
So, I've been persuading my parents to buy me a decent camera. You know, the ones which professional photographers use? Yeah, well, they're sort of convinced. I want to take up photography as a hobby but I'm not sure what kind of pictures to take. So, any one else a photographer or wanting to be one? What kind of photos do you take? Is there anything I- or any other training photographer- should know?

20th July, 2011.
So I've designed and created some new layouts, they can be found, here. I just want to write in this space that I do take requests so comment or PM me if your interested ^.^

My mother says, "When you gonna live your life right?"


So here I'm meant to write something creative and amazing about myself but I have nothing interesting to say. Once upon a time, I use to be creative, I use to have loads of free time to write, I used to be imaginative. Well now, I'm kind of a shitty writer. I'm not one for writing any more, I sometimes write, but thats when I feel like it. Now I just tend to read- so yeah want anything reading and reviewed, don't be afraid to ask.


Boys. Eyes. Green Eyes. Hayden Panettiere. Long sleeps. Shawn Ashmore. Alton Towers. Zebras. My best friend. Inspiration. Alex Pettyfer. Zac Efron. Movies. Reading. Jenny Downham. My iPhone 4. Ice-cream. Eminem. Love. Writing. Music. Purple. Life. Vintage styles. Matt Lanter. Being creative. Hayden PSims 3. Cars. Australia. 13. Harry Potter. My family. Designing Layouts. Tattoos. Acoustic guitar. Reviewing stories. Colour. Listening to what people think of me.


Spiders. Mustard. Chocolate. Sand. Death. Negativity. Arrogance. Hatred. My neighbor. High heels. Cold. Nicki Minaj. Cher Lloyd. Backstabbers. Two faced bitches. ET. Sheep...I can’t think of anything else. I’m okay with mostly everything. I’m annoying like that. Oh, and Justin Bieber would usually be on my "dislike" lists but lately I've taken a liking to his looks and music- I, however, dislike his personality.

So myself and idealistic realistic decided it'd be cool to make story layouts, so randomly we made a website and our work shall be there soon. We take requests; comment or PM me if interested, you could even tweet me @leBeauMortx if your cool enough to have twitter ;} Under the stories link above ( ^ ^ ^ ) is just a taste of what I can do and soon idealistic realistic will show you his work too [:

So yeah, I was re-reading The Mortal Instruments and I've decided, I have a new favorite quote.
“I always thought love made you stupid. Made you weak. A bad shadowhunter. To love is to destroy. I believed that. And then I met you. You were a mundane. Weak. Not a fighter. Never trained. And then I saw how much you loved your mother, loved Simon, and how you’d walk into hell to save them. Love didn’t make you weak, it made you stronger than anyone I’d ever met. And I realized I was the one who was weak. And now I’m looking at you,” he said, “and you’re asking me if I still want you, as if I could stop loving you. As if I would want to give up the thing that makes me stronger than anything else ever has. I never dared give much of myself to anyone before – bits of myself to the Lightwoods, to Isabelle and Alec, but it took years to do it – but, Clary, since the first time I saw you, I have belonged to you completely. I still do. If you want me.” --Jace Wayland (The Mortal Instruments; City of Glass)

Oh mama dear,
we're not the fortunate ones

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