Okay, I know I haven't posted in like... forever. That's because I'm on vacation!I'm chillin it out until saturday or sunday in Bethehem, PA, taking a well deserved break from all the shit in my life.Went shopping, got me some wedges from JCPenny.... then yesterday I got 2 pair of Aero sweats, Paramore and Avenged Sevenfold tees, the book Crank, a feather earring and a cute as hell OMG WTF...

I was wondering, since I can't do it, if someone could make a layout for me? I'd really like something that has the words "Sound Of Madness" on it... maybe a picture of emo angel wings... that's be cool... i like black and neons the most, but i can take can handle normal colors as well... stripes and polka dots are cool... i also like scissors.... ALOT.If you have specific questions you can...

As we all know, I miscarried over two weeks ago. I'm fully recovered, in that area.I've been spending alot of time with Leo, if you know what I mean (;He has been non-stop trying to get me pregnant, for two weeks now, and I hurt like hell.I honestly don't want to be pregnant again, I mean, it hurts! I've told Leo, and it's not like he's forcing me to have sex with him, I want to... just not...

Well, I'm healing still from the miscarriage, but I'm also living my life again. Bryson's self-righteous state of mind is ruining his life. Leo had a party yesterday, and it was crazy. It was a late nighter... like everyone left at 3 am. I was sitting back with Leo half drunk, and I saw Bryson in the kitchen talking to his whore of the night, and I noticed he kept glancing at me. Later that night...

So, I know I just did tell you about how I was so happy to be having a baby soon, and how I couldn't wait. Well, something happened last night.I was all ready for bed, in my usual: pj shorts and a tank. I was brushing my teeth, and washing my face, when I noticed something in the mirror. The 'area' of my shorts had a huge blood stain. I screamed and ran into my mom's room, and sobbed frantically....

So, here I am. Almost 11 weeks pregnant. It's miserable.I should know the gender of the baby anytime after August 1st. I went on vacation for a week to Ocean City, and got some great practice taking care of 2 kids, and a baby. It was tough, but good practice. I mean, hell, I'll have one of my own before I'm even 15. I'm going up to Allentown in August for music fest. MAROON FIVE BITCH!I've made...

I don't really know if this will work, since I have to have a certain number of characters... Uhm... family situations are well... a little better. I now know the names and approximate ages of those brothers! Daniel Lee, age 25-26, and David Allen Age 24-25. We kind of have an understanding that of course, my mom will try to contact them, but she can't garuntee anything just yet. Uhm... I...

If you've read my other journals, you know I'm prone to trouble that I don't usually try ot fix. But this has sent me over the edge.Let me start with, I was adopted. My birth mother was and is a junkie who couldn't care for me. So her sister adopted me. My birth father didn't know I existed until age 3. I still see my birth father at least once every 2 months. It's only like that because he lives...

I know the last journals I've written have been extremely serious, and pathetically helpless. But now I just want to focus on some good things, in life, and in general.Well, I talked to my ex (bryson's brother) and he actually was comforting. He told me bryson's just really confused about being a dad, but he still loves me. He even told me he still had feelings for me, and that he'd always be here...

Well, the title speaks for itself really.I just want to say thank you sooooo much to everyone who commented on the Teen Pregnancy journal. You have no idea how much this helps me. I'm freakin crying right now! Just, honestly, I was a bit surprised with the 'I'm proud you didn't kill it' part, because I expected comments like 'go suck one... oops too late...' or something like that. Thank you guys...

Ok, I want to start by saying... IM NOT ASKING FOR CRITICISM!!! I've already gotten enough of that shit. I want your honest opinion... I know its weird to ask a bunch of strangers what to do about a pregnancy... but im out of options.NOW... The story.So on Saturday, April 16th, at exactly 2:31AM, IT happened. I had been invited to my ex-boyfriends 16th birthday (by his brother!) party... and it...

Dear People Of Mibba,I'm new here, and I would like for everyone to enjoy my writing abillities. So if you could please check out my poems, you don't have to, i'm just asking. I would appreciate if you would read them and leave me an honest comment of what you thought about it. I'll take suggestions for stories and poems as well. But I would like to say negative comments are welcome if you didn't...