It's been years since I've posted on here. I used to be active on here a lot. I decided to re-visit because I'm thinking about carrying on with the story I had planned. I really miss writing.So this is my first ''blog'' post in years. I feel like talking about something very... gooey. I'm a hopeless romantic, and the whole concept of love really quite fascinates me. I am going to tell my boyfriend...

That special song. We all have at least one, right? It's the song that makes you feel better when you're down, the song that gives you hope when times are really rough. For me, it's also the song that strengthens my beliefs at times when I feel them slipping.I think most people's special songs are probably from their favourite band but mine is actually from a musical: The Lion King musical, to be...

I was out the other night and a girl who I went to school with was very drunk and came up to me. I chatted to her for a while and she told me that she never spoke to me in school because she thought I looked mean (?) That's not really a good thing, is it? And apparently her friend thought so too. How can someone look mean anyway? How do I look mean? I smile a loads! I don't understand. Oh well. Do...

I straightened my hair for the first time in months. I would do it more often but it takes forever, plus it gives me huge headache afterwards. Why is this?I love having straight hair, though. It so much more comfy! And lighter. And you can do so much more with it. Like, you can hairspray it all cool. And you can put it up in a million different ways without looking like a crazy person. And when...

We were passing a 'Give blood' sign and he genuinely asks; 'Can girls donate period blood?'I didn't even answer him. I just shook my head at him, incredulously.I can't tell if thats worse than the time he asked if it's lions or tigers in The Lion King.It's funny, he's actually pretty smart education-wise ... but he really does say/ask the stupidest things sometimes. Bless.I keep saying I'm back on...

My friend Alex goes to fish college. Basically he learns about fish and fishing. When I first met him I asked, 'So what do you want to do once you leave college?' and he answered, oh so casually, 'Be a fish.' I loved him instantly :3Anyway, anyone who really knows me knows that I absolutely love puns. And I was SO on fire with them today:Alex:I gotta go to a lecture now, but I'll text you later...

I think I've had depression for about 2 and half years now, at the very least. I only seriously contemplated suicide for the first time a couple months back. I still think about dying but I think I've moved on from being in the place where I considered doing it by my own hand. That was a really, really low time for me. The worst I've been in all my eighteen years of living, I believe.I'm better...

So I get on the bus and I ask for single ticket to where I want to go and the bus driver, some shy foreign guy is like, ‘Um – adult or err, child?’ and I thought I’d be lovely and abuse his anxious demeanour by saying ‘Child’ (you have be aged 14 and under for a child ticket) and then he just looks very sceptically at me and so I say, ‘Please?’ and he laughs and laughs and laughs...

I mean a band name -- for my story, Moonrakers. Featured in the story is going to be a band consisting of four guys. I just cant seem to come up with a good enough band name for them. Suggestions would be soooooooo appreciated. I'd even credit you within the story if you'd like! I just really need one to get the next chapter out. Their music is kind of alternativey/indie-ish. If that helps :3I'm...

This is basically Skins spam, but with a purpose. I've seen a few people question what Skins is actually about so i'm going to attempt to 'explain' it. With screencaps and GIF's =D. Also, some of those who haven't seen it (or are basing their judgements solely on the US version . . .) have disregarded it as silly teenage porn or something, but I want to prove people they're wrong. Cos Skins sort...

Today is my 18th birthday. I'm officially an adult. I can legally go out drinking. I can get a tattoo without my parents consent. I can vote! I can adopt a child . . .I'm not ready for adulthood. I think my maturity level is still at age 16 if I'm honest. Pooooo. Take me now, Peter Pan.Today was quite nice though. Elijah took me out for a chinese in my free. I had sweet & sour and it was...

Feeling a bitt ill now, if I'm honest. The first couple pieces were alright though.Tess came round today after school, rather unexpectedly, I didn't go to school today. I took the day off to revise for my exam tomorrow morning. It's a psychology resit, and I don't even take psychology anymore. I can't find the book for it -- I even sent Tess up to have a rummage in my attic for it, but no luck....

I’M HAVING A HOUSE PARTY!!!And you are ALL invited! If you can find it.It’s for my 18th birthday. I think I’m going to the pub for drinks with a few fellow 18 year olds beforehand. I had a house party last year too . . . it’s so strange how different things will be this time. Some of my friends won’t talk to each other, faded friends won’t be there and new friends will . . . I’m a...

There's a boy at school who is obsessed with me. He's a nice guy, and friends with a lot of my friends, but he's quiet and a bit odd. He's liked me for months now and it's starting to drive me crazy. I've told him, as kindly as I could that I can't see him as more than a friend. Apparently it made him so depressed he started punching walls till his skin bled.He told my friend Lib, though, that...

So the TV show Skins is something very close to my heart. It's been a big part of life for a long, long time. I even auditioned for a role in series 5! GET THIS: Tess and Edd and I had finished our audition and were walking past the huge line of teenagers that were still waiting to audition, when a group that included FREYA (the girl who is set to play 'Mini' in the next series) called us over and...

A thankfully blurry photo of me, Tann and Alex being twats.Last night Tann invited me round Ed’s house. I don’t get to see her that much these days now that we go to different schools, so it was nice to get the invite. She picked me up in her car. Riding with Tann is always fun because she’s crazy. She only recently passed her test so whenever she get s a tad freaked by something like a...

I forgot to tell you -- I have Formspring now.I love this photo. Just look how much of a fail it is. Brilliant!So New Years was eventful. I amazed everyone by getting into every single club despite the fact I'm underage (this won't be the case in less than a month guys ;D). This is impressive because the town we went to is oddly strict for this area of the country. I had my half-sister's ID but...

Tomorrow night Libs, Becky, Naomi, Nicola, Alice (and Lizzy, if she's healed from her bacteria infection, and Tess if she gets her act together and replies to my text) are going to Bath to celebrate New Years :D I've been pub-hopping before, but never actually club-hopping, so I needed to get hold of an ID somehow. Although most of my friends are already eighteen, I'll still have a month to go...

LOL, jk.(Didn't realise these would turn out so big . . . sorry!)Smile for the person you wereSmile for who you are todaySmile for the memoriesSmile for beautySmile for familySmile for the ones you love mostSo, so much . . .It's nice to see so much joy among the journal's :'D

I just got this text from Libby:I'm finding out more about him ok it's confirmed: he is OBSESSED with you. He talks to Megan about you all the time and his raps include saying ''my c-ck is so numb for Steffi'', he text Beth saying 'bored bored bored . . . mmm Steffi' and he was treasuring your memory stick and smelling it.There this guy, we'll call him 'D'. From what I've gathered since I joined...