A break from Mibba, and a little about my current life. Perhaps kind of a rant.

I really haven't been online much... Actually, I am taking down my story, A Faerie Tale... I am becoming very private about it, and unwilling to keep posting it for the world to see..... I can't even come on Mibba on a computer. I come from my iPod, which is seriously outdated.... I feel Mibba and I need a break. I am not deleting my account, but I may not be posting for quite a while. Perhaps the...
September 5th, 2011 at 09:47pm

Leather bound journal. Tips??

Okay. So my journal is mostly about a real journal! I went on Barnes & Noble's website and ordered a leather journal! I've wanted one since I was ten. It hasn't arrived yet, but I am sooooooo excited. It will come in Tuesday. I bought a book with it to have free shipping. Paradise Lost by John Milton. Anyway, I want to weather the leather a bit, anyone have any tips?? I want it to look worn...
July 10th, 2011 at 08:17am

Back! | CNA | Sea Glass | Insomnia | Boob jobs.

I have been gone for so long!!!! My goodness. Well, I am back, and I bear gifts! :3 well, tomorrow. One is a new story I have, it's more of an experiment. And I wrote a long chapter of A Faerie Tale. I split it up to kill some length. My boyfriend will post them tomorrow, as I cannot copy and paste on my iPod.I am pretty proud of myself! I am now a licensed CNA (Certified nursing assistant)!!!! A...
July 4th, 2011 at 10:35am

Silent readers make me nervous. | Hiatus.

So, my little hiatus was annoying, but not over. I still don't have Internet access, but I was able to type up two little chapters while I spent the week here at my boyfriend's... But today I am taking the three-hour drive back home. </3 Anyway, I posted one chapter last night, and my boyfriend will be posting the next in probably a few days. :) It's mostly to give my readers at least a little...
June 11th, 2011 at 04:55pm

Detachment.

I wrote my chapter.... Now I have to type it out. I hate having to type on my iPod... And the library gives you a time limit.... Hang in there subbers.Okay... Do you ever feel... Detached? As if nothing's real? (No, I am not referring to a bad "trip") As if you completely draw back from life... As if you can't break free of stoicism. That is me. I don't like this feeling. People aren't supposed to...
May 17th, 2011 at 11:47pm

I'M IN A FUNK!

Ugh..... Things fall apart just as I am able to patch them together. It is like the beginning of Ice Age 2 where the saber-toothed squirrel can't stop the leaks he's caused because a new one just keeps popping through. That's my life right now.I need a vacation. Good thing I have only 11 days of school left, not including weekends. Though I am not exactly certain whether this is a good thing or a...
May 16th, 2011 at 11:03pm

My story idea.... It's iffy. And the movie Country Strong.

Guys, I just watched Country Strong. It's pretty sad. It was great though. :) The concept seems pretty original as opposed many of the newer movies.... I recommend it.So, it seems all of my stories blossom from dreams I've had. Last night I had one that I am trying out as a story. Now, Mibbians, I have no clue whether I should keep it or scrap it. I know nothing about the army, so research is...
April 18th, 2011 at 01:05am

Comment swap

Sucks! You read someone's story, write a long, detailed comment and get a flimsy little, "Good job!" Or they don't even give you a comment at all. I've been gypped way too many times. :( OR if you read their entire long story and comment and they read only one chapter! Ugghhhhh. I suppose I understand if their story was only a chapter or two long. But sometimes it's like, is my writing really that...
April 17th, 2011 at 04:24pm

Layout.

So, I've a few banners for my story that are pretty cool. I wish I could use them all, but alas, I cannot. :/ Anyway... I need a layout for my story, A Faerie Tale. Something eerie, and edgy, yet crisp. Hmm... Or perhaps grungy. :3 A sort of Victorian/Goth design maybe? I look for generally dark grays, blacks, and dark plum/purples. Bleh, I wish I were capable of making such things. -____- I'm so...
April 16th, 2011 at 03:59am

So much f*cking stress...

My god... The stress.... Today I leave for my dad's.... Meaning two weeks until I get any Internet... My phone's being shut off any time today or tomorrow because we can't afford it... We're to the point where we can barely afford gas to go to the grocery store, let alone buy actual groceries. I'm so sick of my cheery facade... It's tearing me ip even more to have to pretend everything's fine. I...
April 3rd, 2011 at 11:04pm

Randomness/Questions!

Oh my gosh! Yes! I did it! I never thought I'd finish my chapter by tonight. It is WAYYY shorter than I would have liked... But hey, I'm not complaining.I love when people tell my I've made their day, it pretty much automatically makes my day.Despite the extreme stress in my life, I'm allowing myself to enjoy reading and writing again. :) I've plenty of books that I've recently saved from the...
April 3rd, 2011 at 07:06am

-*•(Venting/Comment Swap?)•*-

Ugh... Everything is going wrong with me lately! Yesterday, my neck hurt to the point that I couldn't even turn my head to the right or look up. My spine and shoulder hurt, I've been getting headaches... What's wrong with me?! Ugh.My phone's being shut off for good because we can't afford it. That means I can only talk to my boyfriend every other weekend when I go to my mom's... I have Internet...
April 2nd, 2011 at 05:06pm

Comment swap? :]

So, I feel pretty beastly! Two chapters in one weekend! One for my romantic zombie co-write, Through Their Eyes and the other for my hit A Faerie Tale! Check them out guys! I'll comment swap with whoever's interested. One thing, I don't do fan-fics, other than that... :) So, my rule is the longer your comment and the more detail and constructive criticism, the more I'll return. If you leave a...
March 25th, 2011 at 09:32pm

I need a review, some helpful criticism.....

I've changed the title of A Faerie Tale. It's no longer Faery. Anyway, two chapters in one weekend... I am posting this to ask for some reviews. Yes, I love hearing I've done a good job, but I do need to know what I can work on... I rather enjoy this story and would like to have some constructive criticism. This would mean a ton to me, guys. Thank you. :))) there is something that tends to bug...
March 7th, 2011 at 10:59pm

Yay! Another chapter! QUESTIONS!!

Lately I haven't been online. I know I only get on two weekends a month... But my last visit to my mom didn't happen, but I did get to post my chapter to A Faery Tale today! Yay!!!! PLEASE tale a look?? :) much appreciated. :)Lately my read pile has been HUGE! Well... Not really. Only like 13-15 books. I could have that done in a week or two, but I'm sooooooo lazy.I miss Internet... And being able...
March 7th, 2011 at 07:32am

My dream coming true once again on February 19th!/ my story/ kinds mushy stuff.

I'm glad that my story is doing pretty well. Though, I hope more will like it? It's all based on a dream I had... And it's about faeries. :3 I got the third chapter up today. My biggest issue is only getting Internet every other weekend when I'm at my mom's. And next time I am supposed to go, I am seeing my wonderful boyfriend. But if I've another one written, I can give it to him to post... So...
February 5th, 2011 at 10:31pm

My new story!!!! :))

Yeah, I know it gas only had like four readers, but my new story "A Faery Tale" seems to be doing pretty well. This pleases me. It really was based on a dream I had. I am just making it much more detailed and filling in gaps. It was originally going to be a one-shot, but it was already so long that I split it into chapters and posted them simultaneously. I am pleased that people like it. If you're...
January 24th, 2011 at 12:34am

Andrew...

Oh, that boy who sees the universe in me. The one who has eyes for me and only me. His loving voice like honey, wrapping me in sweet words of comfort, lifting me from the depths of my prison of a mind. His arms around me give me strength like nothing before. The boy with eyes like the ocean and hair like the sun. Pure beauty, he is, on the outside as well as the inside. He's my heart's truest and...
January 23rd, 2011 at 08:17am

Chronic Insomnia.

I think the worst part of insomnia is when your eyes occasionally dry out and it hurts to blink. Insomnia is killing me. It has been for years. Beginning back in middle school, reflecting the depression I felt whilst my parents fought through me. Using me as a weapon... Making me a double... No, triple spy... Gathering ammunition to share to the other while they used it against eachother in the...
January 22nd, 2011 at 11:42am

Not a retraction! Not a basher!!!!

Okay, yes, my previous journal was mean. But we've come to the conclusion that I, in fact, was not bashing. I didn't mean for it to get out of hand. Actually, those of you who stayed strong to your argument even those who were not completely correct, I salute you. It's good to stand up for what you believe. I didn't mean to offend writers in the genres I dislike. Keep writing what you love,...
January 9th, 2011 at 08:17am