I've been through a ton of crap recently, and I was put on medication for it. I'm still on my anti-depressants, and I probably will be for a long time. I know that I'm not normal, and I knew I needed help. I was to the point where I couldn't even get up in the morning because it was just too hard. My ex-boyfriend whom I had given everything to and spent a lot of time and energy on for over a year,...

Stress is an evil thing, and one of the belittling feelings that hound me on a daily basis. All I ever seem to feel is pressed under this huge boulder of stress, and no matter what I try to do, it just keeps getting heavier and heavier and it feels like I'm about to suffocate to my death. All of those friends that always said they'd be there whenever I needed them most, well...? Where the hell are...

I've been with the same guy for almost 11 months, and he wrote me a sort of upsetting note today. We've been through literal Hell and back with each other. He was my best friend before we started dating, and he doesn't think that he deserves me. If anything, I'm the one that doesn't deserve him. We used to fight really bad, and we still have our moments, but we've fixed all the rough spots, and...

This whole thing actually started out on the cover of my spiral notebook, and it just got to thinking about things, and I kind of want to fill up a notebook full of inspirational, fun, or dark things. This is the first piece, soo... Like it! :DI'd like to say that there's no such thing as fear. That I've never seen it's death like figure or felt it's ice-cold hands upon my throat at night, but I...

I found this note in one of my notebooks, and I must have wrote it when I was really down in the dumps or super pissed off... But here we go,I wish these feelings didn't exist... They leave me feeling sick to my stomach. The self hate, the disgust, the self-loathing... I'm so uncomfortable in my own body... He calls me pretty and beautiful, but all I see is this hideous monster staring back at me...