Kill me now. Just kill me now. I can't handle life anymore. I want to die. I need to die. I need to die. I don't belong here. I don't deserve to be here. I shouldn't even have been born. It would have saved everyone a lot trouble. But I don't care anymore. Not enough to live that is. I want to die. i deserve to die. My death should make me suffer. I deserve a slow painful death. Like putting me in...

I will miss you when you leave. I hope that day never comes. I will never forget you. Even if you do so me. I can't lose all the fun times we had together. I can't let them just become memories. I don't want you to go in. But apparently there is no point in stopping you. I need you to know that I will always be here for you. And that I would never go any elsewhere. I just need you to know that I...

Tell me what makes this so important. Is it for honor? Strength? Bravery? Power? Love? You tell me because I need to know! I need to know what makes this so important to you! Surely there must be a reason. I already might lose someone from this. I can't lose you too. Do I just mean nothing to you!? Do you even care about me at all!? Or do you just say you love me to tool with my head!? I feel like...

Why do you need to leave? Do you have to go so soon? We've only known eachother for seven years. And all you did was get sick and decide to leave. Do you even care aboujt us at all? Or did you just want a good home to use and then leave? I think you don't think of anyone but yourslef. Otherwise you would stay. You would stay here with us. With *pause* me. I thought you loved me. Well I guess I was...

I wonder if he notices the way I look at him. I don't think he does. But there's this other guy. Who stick with me no matter what. He always looks out for me and makes sure I'm okay. I'm not sure if I should be with the one who has a good future, has always been there and will never give up on me, or the one who I have liked for a year but has no future, is a quitter and only dates girls to get...

I hope I get to kill you. You are a son of a bitch. You do do nothing but sit there and scream at me for no reason. I don't do anything and you tell me to shut up and then act like we're cool ten minutes later. If you don't want me then why not get rid of me? Why not send me far away? I don't even want to live you anymore. I can't stand being around you. I tremble going home everyday because I'm...

Who needs love? I mean it is just a complete and total waste of time. Why bother saying "I love you" and not meaning it? What's the point? My mom keeps talking about divorcing my dad to me and sisterts. Like, why bother? Love is just sick comforting food for the weak. People do nothing but say "I love you" all the time but never mean it. And for all those people who say it is real, well I got some...