I see him and its like every bit of me aches for him, I try to remind myself, hes not interested, hes got a girlfriend, a girlfriend he loves and admires..But what does he think of me? A friend or something more? I have to know and it kills me to sit right beside him, feel his elbow against mine and see him texting that girl.Don't get me wrong, she's great.. But he's the man I can picture...

I'm just a teenager, dealing through the same shit.But its getting so hard, Im not strong enough, mentally or physically.I can't handle these pressures... Its all about appearance, isn't it?Everything, its all about your stupid fucking appearance, its true and its so hard to admit to people because you yourself want to pretend its not.Its such a big deal for girls to be pretty, if your not pretty...

Every since I was little, guys have been compete dicks to meand last night pretty much sum'd up everything.When I was 6 I was force'd so handjob my neighbour.My father was NEVER around and still hardly is.. He always works on my birthday and normally misses christmas.. Not to mention the only thing he says to me is "Im home"Every guy who makes fun of me, calls me a slut, whore, idiot ect. when I...

My boyfriend Josiah ..Ex boyfriend dumped me round a month agoonly because he had too.. Because his Mum told him he had too..Im her drama student, long story short, shes afraid that he'd dump me and ill quit drama.Now its so awkward between us, He just ignores me, every time at drama.. He doesnt even say hi.I dont know if thats just cause hes trying to get over me, or he wants nothing to do with...

I can't believe it, today my Uncle and Grandma rang my Mum saying for her to take me to a doctor because they think Im 'Unhealthy' and I could have an eating disorder cause im so thin all of a sudden, there words certainly not mine.Any way we went to the doctor turns out yeah there right, I have an eating disorder, Im under weight and now I have to gain weight, you know how depressing that is? My...

I get to look after my annoying, loud and hyper cousin for the first week.. which is awful because my Dad always takes us out like fast food places when she's here.. >_> Dad knows im on a freaken diet. UGHAnd second week, my parents are going away so Tata to them and HELLO to grandmas...It's worse, I have to eat morning tea and afternoon tea thee as well, and according to her 'an apple isn't...

Okay, so far I've lost quite abit of weight on my low calorie diet *dances*and its going pretty good, apart from my stomach which isn't flat but Im working on it...Any way.. Recently like in every 4 weeks or so ill well... okay theres no un-embarrassing way to say this so ill just say it, I can't poop!Like I haven't..in ages, I only do when ive eaten alot like ALOT.And Im not doing that cause of...

"Sorry Jen, but our friendship isn't good for either of us. I've been thinking alot about it after what we did... Our friendship needs to end. You are far to young, and I'm far to old. We both bring far to much bagage to this friendship. Were different and I can't keep playing these kiddy games, I turn 20 soon and I need to focus on my life and fixing it. So yeah I'm gone."He texted me that last...

Me and Dan [not boyfriend and girlfriend, but I really like him]yesterday we went to the bush, and made out, it was nice and I feel great..Today...We went to the beach, he wanted to go up top so I followedI ended up giving him a blow job and I feel like shit, I thought he was going to ask me out or something but hes all like "no where just friends." then after I sucked his cum off WHICH does not...

My life has just ruined itself really..I only live for one guy and I saw him yesterday the first time since december and he was far more instrested in talking to other girls.the rest of my life is just emotional..I think I should run away, I know that might not shove my problems and my mum would freak and properly ground me forever but I really need to get away for awhile.I feel like im...

I thought of the prefect fan fiction this morning but I'm not sure it'd view to a lot of peoples taste.Its a billie joe fiction. the world is ending. some people just disappear.then demons come up to earth. Making earth hell.theres a load of things happening on with his family and its pretty much this story's a thrillerIm already trying to do my other fan fictions but I will write this one if you...

I think my best friend now hates me..Most of you know now that hes not talking to me right?I was walking home from church and ofcourse it was the 4th week in a row he didn't come. [properly doesnt want to see me]I saw him driving up the road, he looked at me and rolled his eyes. I didn't understand why but I knew I had done nothing terrible.that night I see him walking down MY street with HIS best...

Okay, so me and Dan haven't been so close recently.. no idea why but he's just ignoring me on msn.its been around 3 weeks like this and im worried.Any way yesterday I was on bebo and there was this new app called 'The truth box'which people write in how they really feel about the other person but there name remains unsaid. So I decided to put that on my page thinking that'd be fun.That night I...

Ive gained weight, I can't believe this, ive been exercising right and everything.I have had some bad foods though.. I got sad, chocolate kind of heels thatbut I didn't have THAT much oh and I thought I was eating low fat puddingturns out I was dead wrong!it was HIGH fat. UGH!!Im really annoyed because ive been working really hard at this T_TI look exactly the same weight as I did last year which...

thats right! I have a new pet =] I just got her and im so excited!its a gennie pig =]okay heres the poll and what to name her1. Maria2. Saint Maria3. Saint Jimmy4. Adrienne5. Whatsernameplease comment and tell me what you think=] THANKS!ubberly excitedShes dark brown with a big white patch around her eye, one black foot and alittle black stripe on her forehead. My mum got her from my market, my...

I haven't seen my friend in two monthshe came home 2 weeks ago, on msn Im always the first one to say heyand hes always the first to say bye.Suddenly, we don't have the best friend connection, i don't know what I did wrongI mean I know he liked me the day he went away and then declined it a couple days before he came back, I didn't think that would hurt HIM though! It hurt me more than ever but I...

Im trying too lose weight and i have been trying for ages nowI was talking to my friend about it and he said not eating at every mealmakes you gain weight. is that true?I mean im not starving myself its just not every meal.I really need help because im extremely sick of being this weightim the fattest out of everyone I know and its makes making me more depressedso ill do nearly anything for it to...

Ever imagine the worst thing what could happen and think about and you start thinking its real, you can't tell the difference between what's in your head and what's actually happening.You lay on your bed thinking everyone you ever loved is dead. but there right infront of you, but you can't see them.You crawl in a ball and cry till your eyes are blood stained and you feel your heart shatter again...

Dan's 19 years old and i love him dearly, Im 14 and my mum says im to young for a boyfriend and hes far to old for me.So what if he wanted to be with me? what the hell would I do anyway.I mean I still thought he loved me 2 weeks ago but hey guys change..I love him more than anything and what if finally everything between me and him were right we still couldnt because of my fucking mum.this is...

Dan [the guy ive been liking for aleast 7 months] he said was going to the AUE for 6 months and it was really sad because he was my excuse to live he was just everything to me, but he told me he'd miss me and ben the mostThe day he had gone was hell for me, but he told me he was going to be on msn so I went on msn and waited.. he finally was on that night and told me he loved me. I was shocked...