Why I ask myself, why.Why do I push away the people that care about me? All they have ever done is care for me and treat me right. It's like I'm scared to be loved by other people. I'm really starting to think I am. I so close to all my friends though. But somehow I put them at a arms length. I only let them in my life half way. They know half of me. The half I'm not too scared to show. The other...