this is the 2nd or 3rd night my moms slept on the couch...=/I guess her and my ex step dad are fightin..yes, ex step dad. She married him, then devorced. And know we are living with him againthey "settled" there differencescomplicatedits weird....I like living here...but I dont at the same time..Like...He's nice...But I hardlyt ever have mother daughter time with my mom...They are always...

Have you ever just wanted to turn into a bird, and fly away? Maybe not forever...But just for a while..to get away from reality..It can be so rough some times...Like, I get mad, or sad, or overly hyper..and the emotions change so quick...What could it be? Bipolar? Stress triggers? Not facing reality and being a wimp about life? I don't know...but bottling so much crap up for so long..it gets to...

O.k. I have had a very strange 24 hour's! I woke yesterday super happy. I was happy all day. I even stayed up till 4 a.m I was so hyper and happy! But then, when I woke up today I was so mad. I don't know why so i just ignored it.(Ha. that really made it better. not!) Now I am sad as crap! I am acting angry and sad and dull. And I feel bad that anybody that I if someone say's hey or messes up...

I got up at 8:00 today! Not fun because I couldn't go back to sleep. Tony was being a total jerk again of course! I made mom a anklet and she hasn't even thank me yet. ): School in 15 or 16 days. it's gonna be so fun! I wanna see my friends so bad. I could go without the work but we all have to. I swear I am in love with music too much. I would die if they told me I couldn't listen to music. I...