56~ More like 54!

1. Sexual orientation:: polysexual2. What I'm really bad at:: explaining myself3.The one person's arms I'd like to be in:: Travis4. My best first date:: I'm not sure anything I've done has counted as a date.5. Description of my self esteem:: Indefinite.6.Who my best friends are:: Kaitlyn, Miranda, Jacob, Travis, Joarlies, Rudie, Elizabeth, and Jaycie. If I had to pick one.. Probably Joarlies, and...
April 26th, 2012 at 07:30am

Hypothetical Conversations with Fictional Characters. [curse warning]

Just found out at least one of my journals has been deleted... What? Why? Not a clue.~Ever heard the term "money can't buy you happiness"? See, all you poor people have to be reminded of it. It's like a warning to you. I never had to be told. I lived that truth every God damned day of my life. You all think that every fucking problem you have can be solved with just a little money. It's all "if I...
April 26th, 2012 at 06:25am

Every once in a while, I feel that tug at my chest, and remember what it used to mean.

Sometimes I miss the times we spent drifting lazily along the hazy line of consciousness, and how our eyes, barely opened, still found each other. I remember the way we gravitated closer while we slept, and the way our lips made hungry noises when they didn't feel the others right away. I remember how I could barely feel more than the heat, that forbidden warmth that radiated across our very skins...
October 29th, 2011 at 06:30am

So shove me in the fire pit, I'm frost right to the bone.

If I wake up and you're not next to me, I'll look around with blurry eyes in confusion. I'll mumble incomprehensible syllables, and I'll scurry on back to my dream land. Why? Because if you're not there, it's hardly worth it. I won't have the urge to get up and face the world, I won't even have the urge to face you. I don't want to face you if I can't touch you. I don't want to face you if I can't...
October 18th, 2011 at 06:31am

&My cheeks are stained with salty waters.

I keep noticing feelings I get when I'm with certain people in certain places and certain situations, and realizing that in less than a week, those feelings will be gone and those moments will be history. They'll be three and a half thousand miles away, and I may never feel them again.Like the feeling I get when we're all in the car, driving to various stores at ungodly hours of the night, on...
October 2nd, 2011 at 08:38am

This morning, I thought of you. [Question(s).]

I woke up with you next to me, your breath hot on my ear. Your eyes still shut, your lips slightly parted, and your head rested on me, you pulled me close with an unconscious smile and my fingers slipped through your hair. I pressed my lips to your forehead and I nuzzled into your neck. You stirred and I looked up, eyes wide and waiting, not sure if I was smiling or not. My breath caught as you...
August 30th, 2011 at 07:25am

Pulling me back.

I can't love you as much as I do. I blocked that part of me away to avoid falling farther into that world, that obsession, compulsion, addiction. I ran and hid from that version of me, far from the cracks and dents and bruises left in my chest. I morphed into this young woman that I am now so I would not be HER, that foolish girl who fell for you, wrapped herself in your essence and fed off it,...
August 25th, 2011 at 07:34am

mambo ya furaha katika maisha yangu [anybody here like signs?] Questions!

Did you know Hakuna Matata actually does mean "no worries"? Upendi (upendo?) means "love," too. It's all in Swahili.A lot of you probably knew that already, but I found it out about a year ago I think and since one of my friends is running a Disney based roleplay, I've been thinking about it lately. I find it pretty cool.Speaking of, I came up with a middle name for my character in said role play...
August 14th, 2011 at 11:03pm

Anaxiphilia

:: the act of falling in love with the wrong person; love for or attraction to unsuitable mates.And when I caught his eye I was lost at sea.He was sixteen inches taller than me, and four years older. While walking through the woods I noticed how blue his eyes were and wondered why they all seemed to be that way lately. He kept asking me why I was looking at him, and I just shrugged and smiled at...
August 1st, 2011 at 10:40am

You know what fascinates me?

The Danish.Jeg ved faktisk ikke ved noget om den danske. Deres sprog fascinerer mig, selvom, som de fleste sprog. Måske skulle jeg bare gå om på dansk om, hvordan det eneste, jeg har læst om dem havde at gøre med vikingerne, så måske de var vikinger. Og da de fleste af dem var korte, måske de var nisser eller sådan noget.Lille Viking nisser render rundt med Dänisches- ja. Det er et...
July 28th, 2011 at 03:52am

Titling

So, I can't figure out what to call this story I'm thinking up. What I want to know is what would get people to click and give it a chance, at least. Which one do you think is best?The Selling of Souls and SweetsSugarfleshThe PricePaid PeccaviAs Slattern Souls are SoldTrading Tears as TreasuresLiving Dolls and DollarsDolls for DollarsAll Lined Up#427Bought and Paid ForPet, Prize, or Person?I'll...
May 10th, 2011 at 01:32pm

There's A First For Everything

Well, hello there, Mibba.So, I'm obsessed with a few different songs lately.Here's a list:Nobody's In Love by 2AM ClubDon't Unplug Me by All CapsAll Fall Down by OneRepublicDon't You Know You're Beautiful by SeabirdBig Green Tractor by Jason AldeanFirst Kiss by 3Oh!3 ft. Ke$haHum Hallelujah by Fallout BoyThere are a few more, but those are just the ones for today. And Cowboy Casanova, but I...
August 31st, 2010 at 10:42am