It's over. It's just over, I have nothing left to live for. My best friend, the only person I could ever talk to, the one who listened to me. He's gone. He was just about everything to me. The first person I ever trusted. I didn't understand how a disease can overcome you, consume your body as well as your soul. He was dead long before he was physically gone. I don't know if he gave up… I feel...

So as you know if you've read my last few journals my life it's all that happy most of the time. But! At least a couple good things have happened to me in the passed day or so. Well first me and my best friend made things right again. We both apologized and told each other how stupid we've been acting. Then Blake's mother decided that he couldn't live at home anymore because he's disabled and...

I need to vent and you people on mibba seem to be the only ones who listen so here I go. Sorry for any future cussing in this rant.Ok so my best friend Blake and I went to his doctors appointments, then to the mall on Monday. We wanted to spend time together before I left for California, I mean it's hard not to see your best friend for four days right? He had the nerve to try to convince me to...

Um… hi, I just wanted to tell a little about myself, well my life story so far actually. I think it's kinda interesting, and I just wanted to offer comfort to other people some what like me.I was born in California with just me and my parents, we lived there until I was 16, then I met a boy who changed my life named Max, who to this day remains one of the two people who understands and loves me...